𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲 𝗺𝗲 [𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗲𝗻] ✓

epilogue

epilogue
*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･ ･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

dear renjun,

i'm so sorry, i'm so fucking sorry that i couldn't make you happier. i'm sorry that you had to go through that alone.

and i don't want you to thank me trough a letter, i want you to say it to my face.

i should've realized it sooner. all those times i didn't receive letters, you were in the hospital. now that i think about it, it really makes sense. i'm just too stupid to even think about it and i should've realized it sooner.

i talked to donghyuck. he looks like shit, i think he didn't sleep for weeks. he told me he misses you, we all do.

i feel like shit too if i had to be honest. it's been three weeks, three weeks since i received your goodbye letter.

it took me three weeks to write you back. three weeks to get my shit together. but here i am, writing a letter back to you, even though you can't see it.

so i'll write my last letter to you, as a official goodbye and as a thank you.

dear renjun,

i'm sorry i couldn't help you more. i'm sorry we couldn't go to sun&moon more, i'll promise you there will be a time we can go together again.

those times were definitely worth it. i'll never forget it and you'll always be in my heart. i will miss them.

i miss you and i'll see you soon,
i love you ♡

- jeno