Rewritten

06

06

I watched my sister as she boarded the bus across mine. Jaemin was following her.

I sighed and just looked at them. It's almost four years. They're staying strong— stronger than ever.

"Mark-hyung, are you okay?" Haechan nudged me.

I nodded, still looking at their bus. I noticed that Sohyun is also boarding the same bus as theirs.

Oh boy, that ain't good.

"You're thinking about her, aren't you hyung?" Haechan asked, poking my shoulder.

"Who?" I raised a brow.

"Jung Sohyun." He said, smiling like a creep.

I looked away, and the bus started moving. "Now that you mentioned it, then yes. I may or may not be thinking of her."

"Come on, Mark-hyung! We've been friends for God knows how long! You can't hide anything from me~" He whined.

I sighed, "Nothing. I just saw my sister and Jaemin being so sweet as usual. I suddenly thought about us... what if the past didn't happen... will we be like them? Will Haejin like her?" I asked, suddenly venting on Haechan.

He patted my back, "You know Mark-hyung, if you really want to move on, I suggest to move forward. I mean, you can't move on if you keep on looking at the past..." He sighed, "If you still love her, then why not talk to her and I don't know... maybe sort things out? Or if you really love her, then why don't you just get back together?"

I looked at him and raised a brow, "When did you get so deep?" I sighed.

He shrugged, "Since June 6, 2000." He laughed.

I rolled my eyes, "Who said we broke up, though?" I sighed.

His eyes widened, "Eh?! So you mean you're still dating?! After all these years?!"

Mark sighed, "Unfortunately..."

****

"Who am I not to forgive? We all make mistakes." Jaemin mocked the way Haejin talked.

I rolled my eyes, knowing that he's referring to me. Or... to Sohyun.

I sighed, now matter how hard I try to deny,it's still true. I'm running away from everything. And it can't always be like that.

The way she bowed at me earlier, the way she said my name, I felt that she wasn't comfortable. I must admit, I wasn't comfortable too. Maybe it was the reason why she left us three.

****

I noticed the way Jaemin and Haejin push Jisung and Eunji together. I smirked, knowing that Jisung already likes Eunji secretly.

I sighed and walked towards Taeyong-hyung and waited for him because he was posing, and Jaehyun-hyung was the one taking a picture.

"Mark are you okay?" Taeyong-hyung asked.

I slowly nodded, "I guess?"

I noticed that he was looking at somewhere. I looked at where he was looking and I saw her. The girl I used to chase.

Taeyong-hyung sighed, "Be honest with me, Mark. Do you still love her?"

"I-I..."

I noticed that she was looking at me.

"I-I don't..."

Heck I still do!

"Then clear things with her. Tell her everything. Tell her how you feel." Hyung shrugged. "It came from you."

Do I have to...?

****

"Jaemin-ah, could you please tell her to meet me at the backstage?" I asked Jaemin who was busy playing with his phone.

"Who, exactly?" He asked, looking at me.

I sat beside him and sighed, "Sohyun."

His eyes widened and smiled, "Are you finally gonna propose?!" He gasped.

I smacked him, "If she will consider a break up as a proposal then yes, I'm proposing to her." I rolled my eyes.

"But hyung, I thought you love her?" He asked.

I sighed, "It's better this way, Jaemin-ah. Now please, do me a favor and call her."

He stood up and before he left, I gave him a short note, "Oh, and please don't tell my sister."