Sehun (EXO)

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I held my phone up to my ear, my hands shaking as I did so. I listened to it ring a few times before hastily throwing it on the bed, staring at in with dread.

"You have to do this," I told myself reaching for the phone again, "you have to tell him goodbye." I picked up the phone once more and dialed his number, forcing myself to listen.

"Hey baby." His sweet voice answered, causing more tears to spill onto my cheeks. I would miss that the most about him.

"Hey Sehun." I replied, my voice sounding shaky.

"What's wrong Jagi. Why are you crying." I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, clenching the phone tighter between my fingers.

"Nothing's wrong oppa. I just wanted to call you and talk to you." There was no response on the other end. Just heavy breathing.

"You're lying." I rolled my eyes. He could always tell when something was wrong, "now tell me what's wrong."

"I was just having a bad day." I lied again, forcing myself to talk normally. This was harder than I thought.

"It's ok baby, tell me what's wrong. Maybe I can help." I shook my head, even though he couldn't see it and choked out a silent sob.

"There's nothing you can do to help me Sehun. I just wanted to call and tell you goodbye."

"Goodbye. What do you mean?"

"I love you Sehun, but I just can't take the hate anymore." I sighed, "I love you so much Sehun. I'm gonna miss you my love. Goodbye." I hung up and threw the phone yet again, not bothering to hold in my sobs anymore.

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I slowly twisted the lid of the bottle of pills open, letting it fall to the counter as it opened. Three or four of the small tablets fell along with it, but I didn't bother picking them up. I simply brushed them into the trash can next to the counter.

I started by taking one pill at a time, each one feeling like a rock going down my throat. Soon enough I got impatient, taking a small handful and swallowing them hastily.

Once the entire bottle was gone, I slid down the wall, putting my head in my hands. All I had to do now was wait.

Sehun's P.O.V.

I ran into her house and was surprised when I found it unlocked. I didn't question it though, as I ran frantically to fin her before she did anything stupid.

I finally found her in the bathroom, lying unconscious on the floor. My heart broke in two at the sight, my thoughts being that she was already gone, but that didn't stop me from trying to save her.

I quickly turned the shower on, pulling her and myself into the stream of water.

"No. Jagi no. Please don't leave me. Don't leave me." I stuck my finger in her throat, hitting the back and causing her to heave into the water.

"Baby please wake up. Don't leave me. Please wake up." I repeated the motion, this time causing her to throw up. I saw at least fifty little pills float towards the drain and it made my heart tear even further. I tried one last time and again she threw up, this time only about three pills could be seen.

"S-Sehun." She stuttered, looking around confusedly. I started laughing in relief, pulling her head so it rested on my chest.

"Don't ever do that again." I reprimanded, not letting her go, "don't you ever fucking do that to me again." I was sobbing loudly by now.

"I'm so sorry." She responded, sounding utterly broken, "I'm so so sorry." I started stroking her wet hair, holding her tighter.

"Baby, whatever you're going through, I will always be here to help you out. Don't ever think that you're alone, because you will always have me. If my baby girl is gone, then I have nothing."

"I know I'm sorry. I love you. I love you so much and I'm so sorry." We just sat there in the shower, not letting go of each other.

Eventually we got out, turning the water off as we did so. I helped her dry off and get into some dry clothes before doing the same with myself. We then climbed into her bed together, snuggling as close as possible to eachother.

We stayed like that for the rest of the night, both of us happy that things didn't go as planned. She was safe and in my arms, and that's all I cared about.

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