Recovery | pjm. ( Cancelled )

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"I really don't know what to tell you, Y/N." Jungkook said as he handed you a glass of water and a tissue, hoping to calm you down. "I really did think Jimin loved you."

"But he was with another girl. With Sana." You lowered your gaze and looked at the floor. "And when I went into the room, they weren't doing anything. When I was listening from the outside, it sounded like if they were arguing, like if Jimin didn't want her there."

Jungkook raised his eyebrow in confusion. "Maybe Sana snuck into your apartment without you knowing?"

"Yes, she did that. But when I was trying to ask Jimin questions, he didn't know how to answer them. If he really wasn't cheating, he would have answered me, without hesitation."

Jungkook sighed and patted your back for comfort. "I really don't have much to tell you Y/N. My only advice for you is to go back and try to clear things up with him, to make sure he didn't mean to hurt you."

"I can't." Your eyes were still fixed on the ground. "If I go back, the arguing will just continue. Because I know I'll keep asking him questions. Maybe even to the point where he can't stand me anymore."

He bit his lip. "I'm really sorry, Y/N, I wish I could comfort you, make you happy. But I just don't know how." He placed a hand on your shoulder, slightly rubbing it.

You lifted your gaze, looking at Jungkook as he looked right back. "Do you think he loves me?"

His mouth opened a bit but no words came out, making you doubt the feelings you and Jimin had.

Your head lowered once again in despair, sadness and frustration.

"Y/N." The café door opened, showing an exasperated Jimin, his breathing agitated and quick.

"Go away." You said as you turned your back towards him.

"No, I won't go." Jimin started walking towards you in slow steps.

Your eyes started to water again, the pain returning. All Jungkook could do was stand there and watch Jimin walk towards you, wanting words to come out of his mouth but they just couldn't.

Hold back, Jungkook. You've been doing it for years, you can do it for a few minutes. He held his breath and stepped back, letting you and Jimin have your privacy.

Jungkook p.o.v

Watching her like this, her cheeks heavily covered in tears, her eyes red because of everything that she has going on in her life. She just needed something to help all that frustration come out, to let everything out. But breaks my heart in every way possible watching her break down in front of someone who supposedly cheated on her.

Ever since high school, I've been interested in Y/N, she just never noticed.

My 'playboy' image started to fade because of her, I started to focus on my feelings instead of my hormones for the first time. It hurts to see that she is being hurt by my own close friend.

I eventually learned to let it go, but with whatever I did, she always kept me interested.

I see Jimin hesitantly take her hand and lift her chin with the other, looking at her with an intensity of what looks like forgiveness.

I bite my lower lip and look away, not wanting to watch. Even though I can't hear them, I know that Jimin is begging for forgiveness.

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