Love One Eight

Chpt 1: Thats just my baby daddy!

It's finally 2018 ! New year, new me, right? Yeah so i thought. This is my 4th year with this same man and it felt like nothing has changed. This only thing that was great about our relationship was our beautiful daughter Baby C. She really was the glue to the broken picture. I really was holding on just for her because she loved to see me and her daddy together. But deep down, i just was not happy anymore. I spent four years fighting this man, stabbing, busting windows, arguing with other bitches, and let's not talk about also putting up with that sorry ass sex. Girl YES, it had became so trash. It felt like after Baby C, he barely wanted to have sex. And when we did, it was just for his pleasure. He would get his nutt and forget that i needed to get mine too. It was already bad enough that he did not give head. Not even before Baby C, he never liked giving head. So I found myself questioning myself . Did i gain weight or something? Was he not attractive to me anymore? Was it somebody else? I don't know, but after going a month of not being touch, I was fed up and horny as hell. I love sex and i was sick of watching porn every night. Don't get me wrong he was a great father and a great provider. He still did for me and Baby C but i still was not happy. So Yes, I started cheating ! And guess who?! Yes bitch, my first love Andy. Andy wasn't good for me but he did my body good. Literally! I don't know why, but why do the broke niggas have good ass sex?! After months of sneaking behind my baby daddy back, going to pick up Andy because he didn't have a car just to go fuck him in my BMW, yes the BMW that my baby daddy was helping me pay for, I realized that I had to stop playing in this man face and just let him be my baby daddy.🤦🏼‍♀️