Love One Eight

Chpt 6: Peaches

Me and Erica had really been hitting it off. We actually was getting serious. I was spending a lot of time and money on that girl. Was I buying her love?! I guess I was because deep down i felt as if I wasn't her type. It was something about her that made me feel like she wasn't fully into me, but I ignored her disconnection and still gained more feelings for her. I may was moving to fast but i knew this was someone i wanted to build a future with. Unfortunately, Erica didn't feel the same. She constantly kept telling me she did not want a relationship, which really built my insecurities because she have admitted that she wanted to be with Laura before she found out how Laura was playing her. What did laura have that i didn't? Was it because i was fat and Laura wasn't? Is she just entertaining me but waiting on Laura to stop being a hoe? My mind was all over the place but i didn't give up. In my mind, we was together. So I continued to do things for Erica and when she spent the night for the first time, we just watched movies and chilled...
One April morning I woke up to Erica still sleeping next to me for the 2nd week in a row. I don't know what gotten into me but I was horny and wanted to taste her. I woke her up to me fingering her with one hand while i was sucking on her nipples. She had some pretty perky nipples. I could feel my pussy getting wetter. Hearing her moan, and seeing her naked body really turned me on. I worked my tongue slowly from her neck, around her belly button, and onto her pretty pink pussy. I tongued her click until i seen her wet and creamy. I was afraid that my head wasn't that good because I haven't had sex with a girl in over a year but the way she pushed the back of my head into her pussy while she moaned louder, i knew i was doing something right. And just like I thought, her pussy was so good, it tasted like Peaches. I pleased her until my jaws started hurting. This was our first time fuckin', i had to show out right?! I was hoping I sucked her so good that it would have made her want to finally be my girlfriend...
After we was done, no title was given but I asked her can we not fuck other people and she pinky promised me that she wouldn't. I felt so good, I knew i had her now! Even though she was going out of town 2 days later with her promo group and Cameron was going too, I wasn't worried. But a week after they returned from their trip, i found out in the streets that she fucked Cameron while they was out of town. I was so fucking hurt. I didn't give a fuck about my pride, I FaceTimed her boohoo crying. How could this bitch really hurt me? I couldn't believe i really just let this young ass girl break me down. (I was 24 and she was 19) I blocked her and told myself I had to stop fucking with this bitch before I end up hurting her about playing with my feelings...