Mira
Nothing can stop me.
No one can stop me from doing this.
The only thing that is keeping me from living my life now is Leesun.
Now that has to end.
I knocked on his door and he opened quick. "Mira" he said. "Can I come in?" I asked. He nodded and let me through the door. I sat on the couch, and he sat across from me.
"Do you even feel a little sorry?" I asked. He just kept quiet. "Just a little, did you even worry about how I was?" I asked.
"To be honest, no I didn't" he sighed. "and I am sorry for that" he said.
"That's all? I don't feel like that's sincere enough, you broke my heart. You cheated on me, with her there are millions of people in the world, and you choose her?" I asked.
"She just called me saying she wanted to talk to me, saying it was an emergency. I am friends with her brother, so we were pretty close. And once I got to her apartment she said that her parents were arguing and she didn't want to be around them, so I said to come to my place. And she lead me on" he said.
"I should kill you" I chuckled. "I think I'm going crazy. 'She lead me on' how stupid is that?" I asked him. He was quiet.
"It's just that, you were boring alright!" He yelled. "You were not my type. I thought you had money so I got with you" he stood up. "I need to stop being quiet and say the things that are on my mind" he sighed.
"I-I was boring?" I asked him. "you only wanted me for the money?" I stood up too. "But then I was wrong, you didn't have money. You are poor, Soyou has money, her dad runs one of the biggest malls on Seoul, what does your dad do? Huh" he looked me up and down.
"Is this the real you? Greedy?" I asked. "I'm just trying to make it in life, now.....get out. Soyou is on her way" he said. He walked to the door and opened it. I followed him and left.
I looked in my pocket and took out the pocket knife. Why can't I just go for it....SeokJin would have done it for me, wouldn't he?
