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dear namjoon, 

i want to go over to your place and cuddle you right now. that was a huge compliment. pillow pets give great hugs! 

to be honest, i sound creepy too when i say that i've been watching you too. 

and from what i've seen so far, you're pretty damn amazing.

i mean, not to be rude or anything, but your dad- 

he doesn't seem like a very nice man. 

yet you don't cry. you don't give. you just block out the pain. and i admire you, so, so much for doing that.

i wish that i could be strong like you. 

but i never will be. 

sorry for being so depressing, it's just that my brother's birthday would be today if he was still alive.

i miss him so much. i wish you could've met him. he was so happy, so sunny all the time. we used to call him our hope. because that's what he was. lighting up our droll and cloudy lives with smiles and laughter and kindness.

he would've loved you.

:(

- jimin (sorry about that)

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