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you've been thinking about the messages taehee sent to you. 'does jimin love me? am i fat? i'm ugly, maybe jimin is playing his game to me. im just getting my heart broken'. the thoughts were haunting you and you felt like crying. you snuggled more on your blankets, alone in your room. you would invite jimin to come over but you didn't want to conquer his whole life. as taehyung told you, "a healthy relationship has to have personal space for each other. not being together 24/7". tears started to build up in your eyes. you didn't know why you were like this.
'i should've just asked jimin but why do i feel so anxious? maybe jimin would just laugh at my face and ask me how did i know everything when i ask him. and then, he would breakup with me and tell me that he had fun breaking my heart and-' you started to cry, thinking about how jimin would make fun of you in the future. you sobbed your heart out without any reason.suddenly, your phone rang beside you. it was jimin, he wanted to facetime. you wiped your tears away and covered half of your face up till your nose with your blanket.
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"hi babyyy" jimin cheered and waved his hand cutely at you. "h-hi, jimin" you smiled weakly. "is my baby okay? your eyes are puffy. were you crying?" he asked with a concerned face. "i-im okay, really" you lied, trying so hard to convince him that you're 'okay'. "hmm, you're lying, i can tell. can i come over?" he asked, adjusting his phone. "i-i want you to come over" you said. "of course! ill be on my way, baby" he waved and ended the video call.
suddenly, you became sleepy from all the crying, so you decided to take a nap while waiting for jimin.
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"huh, you want me to come over but you're already sleeping" jimin mumbled, sitting beside you and brushed your hair with his fingers. "ah, you're so beautiful. i can't believe you're mine" he smiled. he played with your hair, until you woke up just to see jimin's hands on you. you muttered a hi and immediately pulled him into a hug. "thank you for coming".
"hey, what's wrong?" he patted your back softly and you snuggle on his chest. "nothing" you got up from bed and gently pushed jimin, so that he was laying on the bed. you sat on his lap and wrapped his waist with your arms, your head on his chest. he stroked your hair softly, soothing you to make you feel calm.
"come on. you can tell me" he continued to stroke your hair. you sobbed and faced him. "do you love me?" you asked, feeling a bit scared for his answer. "what? it's been a week since i dated you, of course i do" his hands then moved to your face, brushing your cheeks with his delicate fingers.
you sobbed and both of you got up, still sitting on his lap and took your phone. you opened the conversation and showed it to him.
*please read previous chapter
"you trust her?" he asked, looking at you softly. "i-i don't know, jimin" you sobbed and covered your face. you were almost crying, until you felt jimin's arms around you. he grabbed your face and kissed your tears, lips and your whole face.
you laughed a little and hugged him tightly. "i really love you, Y/N" he buried his head on your neck and kissed your shoulder. he leaned against the bed and let you lay on his chest. "just forget what taehee said, baby" he said. "you make me feel special, that's what counts and i love you so much" he kissed your hair. you hugged him tightly as he started to sing a song.
a song just for her he called, serendipity
"just let me love you"
and then both of you drifted to sleep
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hello! sorry for not updating :( my phone has a problem, the battery decreases too quickly when i charged. like, imagine having 68% of battery and it ended up too 5% after 5 minutes :"( i can't even write
3/4 part of this story was written for weeks but the 1/4 part wasn't written until today due to my phone. i can't write while im charging huh :") and i was busy with my other books oof sorry :(
well i hope you enjoy!
26/4/2020 - omg HAHAHAHSHSH i wrote this 2 years before feel special released, im a proud once HAHAHAHA i love you all!! thank you for reading <3
