That's What Happens(Sharry Trilogy Book2)

Breathing

Shai's POV

"Good job ShaiShai." Justin calls me by the nickname he used when I walk out of the recording booth. This was the last day here before I flew home.

"Yeah fantastic. Really sad to see you leave." Scooter says.

"I'll be back." I say laughing.

"You positive?" Justin asks with a smile.

"Of course, this was a fun five days. I'm looking forward to coming back." I say and Justin throws his arms up.

"YES! I'm excited." he shouts. Scooter rolls his eyes and stands up.

"I need to go talk to some people, if you leave before I come back I will talk to you soon Shai." he says and leaves.

"How long til you leave?" Justin asks.

"About ten minutes." I say. Everything between us this week was normal; but we hadn't been alone at all. This was getting a little awkward.

"If you don't mind me asking, how are you and Harry?" he asks avoiding my eyes.

"Uhm, good. He visited about two weeks ago." I say and he nods.

"That's good. I'm glad you're happy."He says and smiles a little, and I have to look away.

"Justin I'm sorry." I say quietly.

"It's not your fault you love Harry." he answers.

"It's my fault I'm choosing him." I say and look back at him.

"I don't want to break you guys up. I don't do that." he says standing up. He steps closer and we are just inches apart. I look into his eyes and he grabs my hand. "But I'm here."

"I'll remember that." I say and he leans in. Not again.. He kisses me and pulls me closer. I try to fight if, but I just can't.

I wrap my arms around his neck and his hands slowly move down my back. He puts them in my back pockets and I feel him smile through the kiss. I finally come to my senses and pull away. But looking into his deep brown eyes makes it hard to concentrate.

"Justin we can't keep doing this." I say and he hugs me.

"I wish we could." he says, and those four words remind me of when Harry left, and I start to cry. "ShaiShai, I'm sorry it was wrong." he says holding my face in his hands.

"No, it's my fault. I'm such a bad person." I say and he wipes my tears.

"There are worse. No one is dead it's ok." he laugh trying to lighten things up.

"I just hate myself for this." I say quietly.

"Hate me; I started it." he says and the door opens. We both turn and there is a lady standing there.

"Uhm, Miss Whaler your ride is here." she says and I look back at Justin once more.

"I'll talk to you later." he says and kisses my forehead.

"Bye Justin." I say and leave.

Harry's POV

"Shaw, I can't." I say and let go of her.

"Harry," she says and I sit up.

"Shaw no. I've done too much already." I say and put my head in my hands. Why had I done this?

"You didn't do anything. I don't get what the problem is." she says and stands up and leaves.

Why did this keep happening? Three times I had cheated on Shai. I was a horrible person. I grab my phone and decide to call her.