Trying to contact Grayson and his family a Second Time

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This song is for you to understand how Daniel's currently feeling.
So I hope you enjoy this chapter. See you in the next one.

Daniel's POV (CONT'D)
Good thing I'm home alone right now and I made sure that every single chore Logan left me was done, and I mean every single chore on all ten lists which luckily only took me ten hours and Lucky I was still home alone.

Text...
Logan: I'm not coming home for a few days I'm staying with a friend, but you'll be on surveillance for those few days, and you will be followed if you leave the house, so don't even think about running away because you will be tased multiple times.

Daniel: Don't worry, I'm only going to leave to go shopping and to go to the post office to see if I have any mail.

Logan: You better be telling the truth, because not only will you be tased multiple times if you lie about where you're going, but when I get home I will choke you until you pass out! DO YOU HEAR ME!"

Daniel: I hear you.

Daniel's room (20 minutes later...)
I just finished my bath and combing my hair, I even applied a little makeup to my face,
But it was just some blush, some eyeliner and some eyeshadow. But I still look ugly. Especially with all of these bruises on my face, I even took off my shirt and I had a shit ton of bruises on my chest and over my abs.
Logan has done a real number on me, but I'm only putting up with this bullshit to save my family, and Grayson. The true love of my life.
I have to try to contact them again, even if they don't answer I have to try. I just have to.

Instagram...
The first person I decided to try and contact was Grayson because I know that he's going to instantly know that it's me. So I tapped on the chat icon and typed this.
Grayson, it's me Daniel. I hope you're doing well and I just want you to know that I still love you, and that I miss you all dearly. I can't wait until we can reunite. And thanks for helping me out all of those years ago. But when we reunite we're going to have a serious conversation about something.

After that I immediately went over to Chandler's Instagram and sent him a message as well, but I made it a short message.

Hey Chan, it's me Daniel. I just thought I'd check in to see how you and everybody else is doing and to let you all know that I miss you all more than you can imagine.

5 hours later...
I received no reply to any of my messages. So right now I'm just going to assume that that they're just busy, or that they just have their phones turned off.
"Well, there's always tomorrow. So what should I do now? Maybe I'll cook and then fry some French fries, as well as some chicken nuggets, and while I'm at it, I'll cook some mac and cheese. That way I can cut up the chicken nuggets afterwards and see how they taste in my mac and cheese."

45 minutes later...
Once everything was done I made my way into the living room and watched some "Pokémon Sun and Moon" on Netflix.

Tomorrow...
Well time to try to see if they respond to me today. So to save time I just copied and pasted the same message to Grayson and Chandler.
I really hope that they reply today, because I really need someone to talk to.
Unfortunately just like yesterday I waited countless hours for a reply and still nothing and I've searched all over their social media for any clues to their whereabouts, but there's nothing really new.
*sighs*
Am I really this easy to forget and ignore? Because it sure seems like it. Maybe it really was just a ruse and none of them ever cared about me at all. They were just making themselves feel better by hiding their true feelings about me. Hate, disgust, abhorrence, resentment, repugnance, they also probably loathe me. I knew I should've killed myself way back when Grayson and I were still becoming friends. I could tell that they were just trying to keep me happy so I wouldn't kill myself, but I have no idea why I didn't call them out on it. I should've, but obviously didn't. I don't even know what I saw in Grayson, I never should've started dating him. He hates me. I know he does. And if they don't reply by tomorrow I'll know that it's true.

Tomorrow...
Just like yesterday I copied and pasted the exact same message to both people, and waited a good long time for a reply and never got one, so now I know that it's true. They don't and never will love me. They hate me. They always have and always will. I can't believe that the family that took me in when I lost my mom would just lie to me like that. Ah who am I kidding. No one loves me, not even my own kids love me. I'm just a useless motherfucker who no one would ever want to have in their life.
Wait, what am I saying. I'm not a useless motherfucker. Logan's just really getting to me. And I know that they do love me, especially Grayson. I just need to stop listening to the lies that Logan is spreading, but that's going to be impossible. Sooner or later he's going to convince me that Grayson and everyone else hates me and that it's all just a ruse. But if it was really just a ruse, I'm actually going to kill myself and I'm going to do it right in front of Grayson.

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