The Abusive Relationship (a Chandler/Grayson Riggs fanfic)

Five Years Later.../Recovery/Wedding Day

It's been five years since I started dating my new boyfriend Logan Parker and each day has been hell. Thank to Logan I started to cut myself again, now I have more scars than before, and I even have the bruise from the noose I used to hang myself when I attempted suicide for the twentieth time, and it hasn't gone away since, and that happened two years ago. I have a total of one hundred and sixty five scars on both arms.

"Grayson? Where the hell are you?"
I took out my phone and tried to call Grayson, but it didn't work.
"Alone with Nothing" by Smile Empty Soul starts playing.

2 minutes later...
Logan came bursting into the room, walked over to my Bluetooth speaker and smashed it on the ground until it broke.
"I didn't say you could listen to music! And you know the punishment for breaking one of my rules."
I just nodded.
Logan put on his brass knuckles and punched me ten times in the face with his left and right hand. After that he did the same thing except he punched me in my gut and finally he gave me a bloody nose.
"And if you even think about killing yourself...I'll make sure you regret it. And if I hear you mention your ex boyfriends name again I will bury you alive. Do I make myself clear!?"
Once again I just nodded my head.
"Good! Now clean up all of this blood on the floor!"
"But this mess is your fault."
Logan immediately backhanded me.
"Don't talk back to your superior! Now do as I asked!"
"Yes sir."
Once Logan left the room I went into my laundry basket and pulled out a wet face cloth and wiped up the blood.

I have to run away otherwise I'll be dead by the end of the week, but every time I do Logan always finds me, so what's the point? And even if I do find Grayson it's going to be too late, he has to have moved on by now. Plus he probably hates me. And thanks to Logan I'm starting to think that Grayson never loved me to begin with. If that really is true I might as well kill myself just to make Grayson happy. Even my kids hate me, so I should just do Earth a favour and kill myself. Nobody loves me, so why should I?

Logan entered the room and saw that all the blood was gone, and noticed that I was crying.
"Why are you crying, crybaby?"
"Because nobody cares about me. You don't care about me, my kids don't care about me, and neither do the Riggs."
"That's because you're ugly and stupid. I'm surprised that anyone loved you, especially that other piece of shit...Grayson."

Usually I would've defended Grayson, but this time I didn't. Instead I said this...

"You're right Logan. You're one hundred percent right. Grayson is a bitch and deserves to be erased from my life forever."
"Good. And because you said that, "Grayson deserves to be erased from your life forever," I'll let you pick what we have for lunch and dinner for the week."
"Thank you."
"So what do you want for lunch babe?"
"Cheesy Tuna Mac please and thank you."
"And for dinner?"
"I was thinking that I could cook dinner today and make my famous honey garlic barbecue chicken, with steamed broccoli and white rice which will later have fried mushrooms in it, and homemade Caesar salad."
"Go for it. I'll call you when lunch is ready."
"Ok."

Grayson's POV
"Hey Grayson, how are you feeling?"
"It doesn't matter."
"To me it does, after all I am your brother."
"Leave me alone Chandler!"
"You're still upset because we can't find Daniel, aren't you? Even though we were so close that one time, right?"
"And it's because I really miss Daniel."
"We'll find Daniel someday, I know we will?"
"It's been five years Chandler! He's probably dead, or found a new boyfriend to marry. And if he is still kicking around why hasn't he called me in a long time, or sent me a letter or two."
"Well someone did. They wrote you four letters. I'll leave you alone now so you can read them."
"Thank you Chandler."
"You're welcome Grayson."
Once Chandler left my room I started reading the letters that were sent to me.

Dear Grayson,
I'm taking a huge risk writing you these letters, and if Logan finds out he'll kill me and you. So I'm trying my best to be discrete. I know that you hate that we haven't seen each other since my untimely death and the hospital, but I just want you to know that I'm alive, and that I miss you. I want to see you and be with you again, but I don't think that's going to happen. I'm sorry. But I do want you to know that I still love you, that you're still my number one, and that I still want to marry you....*
"That's it for the first letter? I hope it continues into the second letter. And I wonder what Daniel meant when he said that he's taking a huge risk in writing me these letters."