My Ex Boyfriend // Ong Seongwoo

Chapter 28- Confession

Seongwoo's POV

Today is the day I will confess to her, my true love for her. How I wish she will accept me again and prove to her that I truly love her until the end.

I saw her at the entrance, waiting for someone else, probably our friends. I walked up to her and stood beside her. When she made her gaze here, she was startled.

"Seongwoo... You startled me" She said as she placed her hand on her chest, sighed in relief.

I held her hand and she gave me an unreadable expression. "There's something I want to tell you" I whispered to her ear and she asked, "what is it?"

"Follow me" I led her to a place to somewhere quiet and going to have a private conversation just for the two of us.

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"Seongwoo, why are we here at the garden? You know we're not allowed to go in this place right?" She said as she felt bad for screwing the rules with me.

"Have you ever forgot that I'm in charge of this place?" I let out a chuckled.

She realized it and giggled.

So cute.

"Eunrin..." I paused for a moment, trying to gathered more courage. "I want to tell you that..." I trailed off, but wanting me to say this but I have to. "I like you" I straightly said to her as I looked into her eyes deeply and held both of her hands.

Her body froze, not even an inch move.

I don't know why to feel about this but nervous.

She sighed, "Seongwoo... You're kidding right?" She slowly backed away with a slight smile on her face.

What did she meant? Did she really not trust me?

"Ofc not, do you even think that I'm kidding bout confessing to you for the first time?" I said in disbelief, and I know there's something bad going to happen in this thing.

"No, I just..." She trailed off... Didn't knew what to say but my heart has a small crack already.

"You what?" I softly said.

"I can't. I'm sorry. I already love someone and it's Jihoon" She stepped backward as she wanted to run away and admitted her love to someone else.

She just ran away like that leaving me into broken pieces.

Am I being rejected by her?

I knelt down and I was so devastated by myself. I didn't knew this thing is going to come, but now... It's already over.

I regret everything. I regret I didn't love her back as much as she do and now I was rejected by the girl who loved me in the past.

I'm such a waste. We didn't make more memories before and I was just an arrogant person who wanted someone else.

I admitted I'm such a playboy but when it comes to her, I'm sure I'll not do it to her.

I love her. But I think everything's over. No chance by now until the end.

And I'll stop talking to you for awhile Eunrin. It hurts me so much but thank you for the honest answer ;-) Hope you and Jihoon will be a happy couple.

Eunrin's POV

Did I just rejected him?

I'm such a bad person. He's my mood maker and brings light to my life but now... I think he will never talk to me again, EVER.

I feel bad. It's true that I love Jihoon but... It's hard to reject someone even though you're close with them.

It's so nerve-wrecking. I can't just lied to him that I also love him but I do... As a best friend.

I don't know what to do with this anymore... He's also my partner and I think he will change into bad or what.

I'm so scared. I must apologize to him.

I'm sorry Seongwoo but I can't just lied to you... But still I love you.