The Devil is My Key

Go Find Someone Else

After the incident with Sebastian I didn't know what to feel. How is this real? It can't be. I must be dreaming. Please tell me I am. 

I sat outside the hospital room waiting for him. I hadn't quite understood why he acted like that. Had he lost his memory? 

Tears fill my eyes at the thought and Mey hugged me. "Whats wrong, sugar?"

I start sobbing. "I don't know what happened Mey! He woke up but he didn't want me. When i looked into his eyes, he wasn't the same Sebastian I fell in love with you. He scared me and basically called me a slut!"

Suddenly my eyes widen. "O-Oh no. D-Do you think he saw me in the news before?"

Mey shakes her head. "I doubt it, Ciel. You were on the news for 5 seconds"

"Yeah, 5 SECONDS! MEY HE COULD HAVE ONE OF THOSE TV THINGS THAT CAN STOP IT OR RECORD IT SO HE CAN PLAY IT OVER AND OVER AND OV-"

"Ciel, only a creepy pedo thats after you would do that." I sighed and nodded, knowing she was right. Sebastian came out with only his pants and shoes on. I almost fainted from the sight. My face turned red and I had no idea what was going on with me.

He looked over at me and scowled. "You're still here he spoke calmly, but his tone wasn't the closest bit friendly.

I noded slowly and he gave out a quiet growl. "I thought I told you to leave."

" I don't want to leave you here alone...Sebby..."

"What the hell did you just call me?! SEBBY?! Who the fuck is that?!"

My heart broke again, but I held in my tears."Sebastian, we're married."

"Do you want me to repeat what I said in there you twat?!" Just when I was about to reply, Mey's hand smacked his cheek causing an echo throughout the hallway.

OK, maybe it wasn't that hard, but it was still pretty hard. Girls smack hard, or so I've been told.

His cheek turns red from the hand print and he stares right at Mey, shooting daggers at her. He grabs her wrist and growls. "You little slut, do you know who I am?"

"Yeah! You're Sebastian Manwhore!"

He spitd in her face and I get up and step on his foot. He laughs at me. "He fucktard a minute ago you were claiming you loved me right? why don't you go find someone else. You queers will go after anyone, after all.'

I growl at him and resist thr urge to punch his face. "What happened to you, Sebastian?"

"Life happened, slut" He scowls and walks away. I drop to my knees and the only sound i could make was a whimper.

XXX

"Oh. ah! Nmmm! Mr. Michaelis Yes!!!" the woman moaned loudly as she came all over the mans clothing. The man in black smirked. 

"Do you feel better now? Have all your worries been washed away?" The woman was gasping for air because of what just had occured. She nodded her haid slowly. "Good." He said firmly, pulling out of her. She made a 'thump' as she fell to her knees. "Get up and get dressed. I want you out of here in five." He pulled his pants up and walked out, shirtless, making his way to the woman at the front desk. She flushed at the sight of her boss's shirtless, muscular body. "A-Are you done, sire?" She said, sttutering a bit. 

"Sebastian."

"Huh?" 

"Call me Sebastian, Alexina."

She frowned a little. He knew she didn't like being called that. Lexi would do just fine for her. "Okay, well, Sebastian are you...done?" She put emphesis on the last word, like she'd been jealous. Sebastian smirked and raised an eyebrow. He tilted her chin up and looked straight into her eyes, piercing her soul. "Darling, whats wrong?" She blushed and struggled to find the right words. "I- Nothing."

"Tsk, Lexi...I thought you'd be a good girl and tell the truth." his tone now seductive.

"I-I'm not."

"Yes, you are. Tell me, beautiful."

"I-I just worry. I worry about you. You could get AIDS or HIV because of what you do. 

"Oh, I see." He ssid chuckling lightly.

"What?"

"You're jealous."

Her eyes widened at his answer. "WHAT?! I-I would never!"

"Shh lower your voice. I'm not the only one working."

She looks down, ashamed. "It's okay. I've known for a while. And...to be honest...I feel the same." He cupped her cheek and brought his face closer to hers. She did the same, their lips inches from touching. She opened her mouth and two little words came out. "Kiss me."

XXX

"CIEL! SLOW THE FUCK DOWN!" Alois ran behind the bluenette who was pushing and shoving people in order to get to where he wanted, quickly. Ciel had found out what Sebastian did for a second job. Something that was worse than being a stripper. He was furious. Sebastian had gotten mad at him for being at stripper, but that was when he was 18 and that was something he regreted. Sebastian's 26 and he's doing...this filthy job. The place he was headed to was called Monochrome Lovers. 

"CIEL!" Ciel's eyebrows twitched. "Alois, I can't slow down!" he said between gritted teeth. 

"I'm sure he was gonna tell you!!"

"WHEN?!? AFTER A CENTURY?!" Alois fell silent. He'd never heard Ciel use that tone of voice, except when he was going to court to put the asshole Alex in prison. That was the only time. 

They arrived at Monochrome lovers. The place was small, but well lit. The doors reflected the sun. Ciel couldn't see what was going on inside at all. He opened the door slowly and his eyes widened.

His heart broke into a million pieces and he felt like shit. Sebastian was kissing Lexi, and it wasn't a friendly kiss. It was passionate. Alois saw what was going on and instantly held Ciel back.

"LET GO!" Ciel screamed. "LET GO! LET ME GO!!" he was trying so hard to keep his tears in, but it didn't work. "SEBASTIAN, LOOK AT ME! LOOK! LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE!"

Sebastian growled and pulled away. "Just a second, darling." He turns around to face Ciel and the blond. "I haven't done a thing you brat! How did you find me?! Never mind that, I want you to leave, now!"

"I CAN'T!" Ciel said sobbing.

"I wasn't giving you a choice."

"BUT I CAN'T! SEBASTIAN, I LOVE YOU! YOU'RE KILLING ME! COME BACK TO ME SEBBY! PLEASE!"

"My name is Sebastian you ass. Get your gayass out of here, NOW! Go find someone else!"

Those words did it. Ciel stopped his force against Alois and he stopped crying. He stopped screaming and when he looked at Sebastian, his heart ached. He no longer knew how to breath. Someone else. To Ciel, that wasn't even close to possible. "Sebastian, I love you." he said one last time and turned to leave. Alois followed and the walked out of the place. 

When they left something happened. Sebastian fell to his knees and his head started spinning. Everything went black, and for a moment, he swore he saw Ciel and him sitting at a bar, drinking together. He opened his eyes and Lexi was by his side, holding him. "Are you ok, Sebastian?"

"Call me Sir"

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Pic of Lexi on the side