Andrew and my mom came into the ambulance with me.
i finally woke up; my heart beat started to rise after i realized i wasn't at home. then, i felt a warm touch on my hand. it was my mother.
she looked happy to see me awaken.
i felt pain on my wrist, so i looked. they were all bandaged up.
to be honest, i wasn't happy that i woken up. i should've stabbed my heart or something.
"im so happy that you're awake, jamie." my mom said.
"i'm not." i said to my mom.
"honey, things will be better. i promise. now, get some rest."
*kisses on the forehead*
i didn't feel like sleeping. so all i did was just look at my surroundings.
*knocks*
it was tina and megan.
"awh poor little jamie started cutting and now she's in the hospital" said megan.
"awh boo hoo." said tina
"fuck off please. can't you see im in a lot of pain already?"
"shut up jamie. you just want attention." said tina
thank god. they left.
after i few days, i went home. i felt a lot better. tina and megan didn't bother me yet. im glad.
its september 2nd, first day of school. i found out that tina and megan were in my class.
as i was in my classroom, something strange was going on. everyone in the classroom were laughing at me for some reason.
i cannot believe tina and megan did this.
"JAMIE ANDERSON IS AN ATTENTION WHORE!"
i ran up to the board brushed it off as fast as i could.
then i took everything i needed and ran home.
i could feel my tears running down my face.
FINALLY IM HOME.
i ran to my room. i jumped on my bed and smashed my face in the pillow.
i started crying even more.
2 hours later, i started to try and commit suicide again. not with knives. but with pills...
do you think jamie will survive?
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Why am i still alive?
General FictionThis story is about a girl who's been bullied for 16 years. she wants to try and cope with it for at least one more year. do you think she'll be able to handle it?
