Little Louis

Part 5

Louis feels himself slipping the next morning, he's in pain and for some reason he just can't get himself to settle down, he's panicking and he's going to spew if he's not careful, that's not unusual, he always does when he denies himself his headspace but it's better to spew than have his dad beat him.

He's alone in his room when it starts and it's only 6am, he really wants Harry and Edward right now but he doesn't want to wake them and he doesn't want to get into trouble, their room is only at the end of the hallway though, he could just go and see if they are awake, if not he'll just come back to his room.

Louis gets up from his bed, tears in his eyes, he has a major dizzy spell and falls to the ground, he whimpers his body is already so sore and his ribs are aching. His kidney isn't much better. Before he knows it he's vomiting on the floor, he can't help it and that gets him panicking even more, he's vomited on the carpet, Harry and Edwards carpet, they are going to hate him and kick him out, he's scared shitless. Louis is so terrified he doesn't realise when he wets himself.

Harry and Edward hear a noise from Louis room as they are getting dressed for the day, both in jeans and sweaters, they always get up early to use the downstairs gym at 5am and then cook breakfast before work. Even though they aren't going to work today, they like to stick to a routine. They then hear crying and instantly turn concerned as they both rush to Louis room.

They open the door and what they see has them both worried. Louis is on his hands and knees on the floor, crying, there is vomit in front of him on the floor and he's clearly sitting in his own pee. Edward looks to Harry his heart in his throat he's so scared as to what's happening.

"He's denying his headspace, he's panicking, we just need to calm him babe" Harry reassures a very concerned Edward.

"Louis, sweetheart" Harry says as he gets down to Louis level on the floor.

Edward follows suit and kneels next to Louis on the opposite side to Harry. Neither are concerned about the vomit, just about Louis.

"Louis, baby, it's okay you're okay" Edward says as he reaches out to place his hand on Louis back.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I...I...I....."Louis rambles.

"Hey, hey, hey, calm down, calm down it's okay, Louis, look at us" Edward says and grabs Louis face in his strong hands.

"You're okay, we want you to go into headspace, we want you to be little, you're safe and it's okay, we promise you" Edward says gently.

Harry reaches out and comforts Louis and he begins to relax to their touches and kind worlds.

"Shhhhhh Lou, it's okay we're here just relax and go into headspace darling, shhhh" Harry says.

Louis isn't used to this treatment, it calms him and he listens to Harry and Edwards kind reassuring words, his breathing evens out and he falls against Edwards chest.

"Good boy baby, good boy, so good for us" Edward says. As he strokes Louis hair.

After five minutes Louis cries have turned to hiccups.

"Blue" he says cutely. Harry and Edward smile, they did it, they stopped Louis panicking and helped him into his little headspace.

"Blue? You want blue darling?" Harry asks and Louis nods.

Harry gets up off the ground and goes to get blue from Louis cupboard, he gives it straight to Louis and Louis holds the puppy to his chest.

"Better now?" Edward asks.

Louis looks up at Edward, his tear stained cheeks and big blue eyes have Edward wanting to wrap him up in his arms.

"I....i...sorry bout...being bad" Louis whispers.