" Son, come,sit down and listen." He put his arm around me and led me to the sofa and sat opposite me.
"The same thing happened to me when i was your age.
I was so hot and i got your mom pregnant. I realized then that it was a short circuit that blew up all my dreams in life.
Of course, I have to stand up, and put all my dreams back this time with you and your mom in it.
When she died, everything fell down again, and again I stood up, left the sahttered dreams, made another one finally for you and me."
He smiled but his sadness still showed in his eyes.
I didn't look at him straight. I was still angry with him but I did listen to everything he said though it was a sore topic at this time.
Then, I started blaming myself, and May, the kiss, and the make out.