LOVE & ABUSED

Love?

Sorry I've been gone for so long. But I'm back
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-Sid's Pov-
Me and Alex was just watching Netflix and chilling. Seriously just watching Netflix. When mimi came down the stairs crying. I went into mother mode and ran to her.
"I had a night mare. And I-i-i have.....Panic Attack" she said out of breath
"Ok. Look at me. Breath. In. Out. In. Out." I said.
After a while of me holding her she has calmed down.
"Sorry. Normally mommy would be here to hold me while I sleep." She said looking sad.
"No It's Ok Baby. I Got You. I've had enough to know what to do." I said smiling.
We Laid Down And Watched Netflix for another 35 minutes untill my phone rang. I answered without looking.
-phone convo-
Me:"Hello"
Liam:"hey baby wanna hang"
Me:"Shit. Liam umm.. give me a minute I'll call you back."
-end of convo-
"Umm. Mimi go get dressed so we can go out." I said thinking of what to tell alex.
"Ok." She said happy and ran off.
"Umm. Alex.... I Love You But I have a confession." I said nervous.
"What's Up Love.?" Alex said
"I... see.. You left me without  saying anything and i... I... he was there and... i... I have a boyfriend." I said finally giving up.
"Oh. I see.. umm. I guess I'll go since you have a date..." she said defeated.
"No! I Mean Just Dont leave me." I'm so confused at this point.  I just don't want to lose her again.
"No. You have a boyfriend. I won't get in the way." She grabbed her keys and left without a word. I couldn't do anything but cry. I really didn't want her to leave. Mimi came down and was disappointed that Alex was gone.
"What did you do this time.?"
"W-what do you mean.?"I said between sobs.
"How did you run Alex off this time.?" She said annoyed
" I didn't do anything " I yelled she never talks to me like this.
"You NEVER do Anything" she yelled running to her room. Why is everything  so difficult now. Why was I feeling all this emotions now. I want to go back to not feeling. And why the hell is my mother never around. I called my aunt and waited for her to come. Then I left. I didn't know where I was going but I know I had to get out of the house.!
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There you go.
UNICORN🦄