Dedicated to: NikkiKay88 thank you so much for the cover, I love it
A/N: sorry for the really long update... I was swamped with assignments and exams (Sorry my studies comes first... but fear not, I will be updating more now)
Sebastian, watched his younger brother walk away, he knew Skylar was so much in love with Marley. Sebastian walked back into his dorm, and sat in the chair at his desk. After what Skylar had told him, he worried about Rachel even more. Sebastian stared at the letter he wrote, he placed the letter in his blazer pocket, stood up once more, walked out of his dorm and out of Dalton to go to McKinely with Skylar.
The drive there was silent until Skylar said
"I hope Rachel is okay, according Marley, Kurt insulted Rach again and Marls and I have decided on bowling tonight." At those words, Sebastian was angry at Kurt. He knew Kurt was supposed to be Rachel's best friend, but Sebastian knew deep down they weren't, and he knew it annoyed Kurt when Rachel chose himself over Kurt. Sebastian sighed as he continued driving and said
"I hope she is okay too." Skylar stayed silent and wished his big brother knew his feelings for Rachel. Skylar recalled all those mornings he walked in and saw Rachel cuddled up to his brother, and how relaxed Sebastian was around her, and how protective he is of her. They arrived at McKinely, and walked to Rachel's and Marley's lockers. When Sebastian got to Rachel's what he saw broke his heart. He walked up to her and hugged her and whispered
"It will be okay Broadway." Sebastian hugged her tight and then said
"You are none of the things they tell you." He pulled apart the hug and said
"Cheer up, we are going bowling with our siblings after all." As he said that, he saw Rachel give him a small smile, which made Sebastian jump for joy on the inside. Sebastian took Rachel's hand and he heard
"Take your hands off my girlfriend." Sebastian sighed and then turned and saw Finn. Rachel's ex boyfriend. Sebastian let go of Rachel and then said
"If she was your girlfriend, you would have been standing up for her instead of choosing brainless cheerleaders over her, and you wouldn't let your step brother insult her, and you wouldn't make her upset and so your tiny brain can figure it out, I'm gay." As Sebastian, Rachel smiled at him as Finn walked away annoyed. Sebastian turned to Rachel and said
"There's that smile." Sebastian saw Rachel blush, which made him smile wide and she said
"I believe your goal has been achieved Mr. Smythe." Sebastian laughed and said
"Indeed it has Miss Berry, but its not quite finished yet." Sebastian saw the confusion on her face and she said
"What do you mean?" Sebastian stared at Rachel's bambi eyes as he gave her the letter and said
"Don't worry you will find out, but any luck finding letter girl, turns out she has a sister." Sebastian saw Rachel shake her head and said
"Nope sorry, but I have been looking for her though." Sebastian sighed and said
"I hope we find her, but in the mean time, we are crashing our siblings date, so we have to get ready for that." Sebastian watched Rachel's reaction and smirked when she said
"You mean when you prepare to lose." Sebastian laughed and said
"Such big words coming from someone so short." Sebastian put his arm around Rachel as she closed her locker and walked to their siblings. Sebastian may not know his feelings for her, well confused about his feelings for her, his younger brother Skylar, Marley and Puck knew his feelings for Rachel. Skylar watched his older brother and wished he would just tell Rachel, but he knew to not push it because Sebastian was confused about his sexuality.
Sebastian walked up to Skylar and Marley with Rachel, as Skylar said
"You okay now Rachel?" Sebastian smiled at Rachel as she nodded her head at him and said
"I am now." As she said that, Skylar knew it was because of Sebastian, because he knows how much Rachel loves Sebastian, as she would talk about his brother to him, her sister and Puck, because they knew she couldn't talk to Sebastian about himself. Sebastian looked at the three of them and said
"Are you prepared to lose in bowling?" They started walking out the school as Skylar said
"The only person losing is you." Sebastian smirked and said
"I beg to differ, since I taught you everything you need to know." Skylar stayed silent at what Sebastian said, as they walked Rachel and Marley to Rachel's car. When they reached her car, Skylar was kissing Marley, and Sebastian took Rachel's hand and said
"Why didn't you call?" Sebastian looked at Rachel as she looked down and then at him and said
"I didn't want to disturb you." Sebastian squeezed Rachel's hand, hugged her and then said
"You wouldn't have disturbed me, I wouldn't have minded, you know I would do anything for you Rach." Sebastian hugged her extra tight, pulled apart the hug and then said
"Sky and I will pick you and Marley up and we will take you both the bowling alley." Sebastian hugged Rachel once more, and helped her in her car, and walked to his car with Skylar, as he said
"Are you going to tell me what you gave Rachel?" Sebastian shook his head no and said
"It's something between Rachel and I." Sebastian hoped that deep down his letter girl isn't Rachel only because he doesn't want to feel responsible if something happened to her, but deep in his heart he prayed letter girl was Rachel because truth be told he was starting realise how much he really cared about the girl. Sebastian sat in silent while he drove back to Dalton as Skylar said
"You know what would be so great Sebastian?" Sebastian quickly glanced at his younger brother and then at the road and said
"What would be so great Skylar?" Skylar looked at his older brother and said
"If you dated Rachel. Just think about it Seb, you can protect her everyday like you do, you can hug her whenever you want like you do, and you get to cuddle her whenever you want like you." Sebastian shook his head and said
"Skylar, I'm being a good friend, and I'm gay remember, so I can't date her if I'm into guys." They sat in silent once more as Sebastian drove to Dalton with Skylar's words in his mind, and as Skylar doubted Sebastian's sexuality once more.
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Dear Sebastian
FanfictionIn which Sebastian Smythe receives heartbreaking letters from a girl who is in love with him, but he doesn't know it, and he tries to find her with Rachel's and Skylar's help, but little did he know she was right under his nose the whole time and cl...
