Marriage License (MYG.FF)[completed]

Part XIV

(EUN AE)

Working on my designs for a whole month now was tiring but at the same time exhilarating. I want my designs to be perfect for BTS members to wear proudly. Also, it has been a month since that night he slept soundly beside me, when I woke up he was already gone.

A month that Yoongi didn't even bother calling me. A month that I buried myself in this workroom just so I could forget the pain of loneliness and the pain of falling for a cold-hearted Yoongi.

I learned from Hoseok that they left for their concert in Japan when he called me the next day after that dinner.

"Eun Ae, I'm sorry I didn't say thank you properly last night for the delicious dinner."

"It's okay." I assured him.

"Anyway, thank you and hope you will be fine that Yoongi hyung will not be there for more or less than a month".

"Why?", confused by his words.

"Oh, he didn't tell you? We will be touring Asia for our concert so it will take maybe a month or so .............".

"Everyone, that's our flight so we better go". I heard Namjoon's voice at the background. Sensing that they were at the airport.

"Eun Ae, we need to go so take care. If you need anything just call me. Bye".

Why did it bother me that Yoongi left without even saying goodbye? Why does it have to be Hoseok who always fill his holes?

Sun Hee sometimes keeps me company, like today. We are at the living room watching the television when all of a sudden a news reporter was reporting about a member of BTS getting back together again with a singer named Yana.

There was a part of me desperately wishing that it was not him but to my dismay the picture on the screen showed Yana and Yoongi kissing each other.

I felt like a cold water was poured on my entire body. I was speechless. My heart was broken to million pieces.

"Are you okay?", was all Sun Hee asked and immediately turned the television off. She touched my hand and wiped the tears that were slowly cascading on my cheeks. I didn't answer her and just leaned on her shoulder and cry.

"Why does my heart ache, Sun Hee? Why does it hurt so much. I thought I hated him for the way he is treating me. But....." I didn't continue what I was saying instead I cried heavily.

"Maybe there is another story behind it. You know, media will do anything especially when they are famous." She explained while comforting me.

"I really do hate him now", saying these words through tears. Just thinking of the things that he and Yana maybe doing made me furious as hell. I felt that I was tricked for falling for him.

She is the reason that he didn't call me. They are together again. You're such a fool Eun Ae, believing that a man like Yoongi will care for you.

Sun Hee had already left but I was still devastated. I don't know what to do. I kept worrying if this marriage will last.

I heard my phone ringing and saw Hoseok's name on the screen. So, I picked it up.

"Hi! How have you been? I hope I didn't bother your sleep." His voice somewhat made me calm.

"I'm fine."

"Did Yoongi hyung called you already?", sensing in my voice that I wasn't okay. He didn't hear any reply.

"Ah that hyung. Just as I thought, you already saw in the news. Everything will be okay, Eun Ae. Just don't stress yourself too much. I will talk to him".

"No need, Hoseok. There is nothing to talk about. I get it. He is still in love with her. There's nothing between us so it's okay." A lie! Who am I convincing, myself or Hoseok?

"I......... I'm always here for you so don't hesitate to call if you need me".

"Thank you, Hoseok", with that I turned off the phone.

Tears flowed that I can't control. I sacrificed everything for him. My career, my life and my family. What does he want from me? Is this revenge for my childlike decision to get him to marry me? My heart was torn to pieces. I hate myself for falling in love with him. Well there it is! I am in love with that ruthless person.

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(YOONGI)

I was in the hotel room listening to one of my composed music when I heard someone knock on the door. Irritated on whoever was disturbing me.

"You better not be JK and Jimin. I swear I will kick both of your asses", I shouted but was relieved to see that it was Hoseok when I opened the door.

"Hyung, we need to talk", he entered and sat on the edge of the bed.

"What is this about?",I went back to my seat, in front of my laptop.

"Hyung, you know damn well what this is about."

I never saw this side of Hoseok before. I was sure that he was talking about the news.

"Is it true?" Hoseok is asking for my confirmation.

"Does it matter?".

"Yes hyung, it does to Eun Ae", hearing my wife's name made me looked at Hoseok.

"Well, it's none of your damn business."

A sigh was all Hoseok could do. "Don't hurt her, hyung. She is still young. She's just the same age as JK for crying out loud." He got up and left the room.

Does it matter if it was true or not? Yana kept crying on that day because I kept on avoiding her. But considering that she is also on tour there will always be incidents where we see each other in the same country. I tried being reasonable with her. I thought she understood that I already have a wife but she kept on calling me.

That day, was the day I tried to convince her it was over for us. She cried so hard and I felt guilty for causing it, that's why I tried to comfort her. Too late, she took the chance to kiss me and that was the timing a paparazzi needed to spread on the news.

After realizing what she did, I pulled away from her and left her. But who will believe me? They always see me hard as a rock with no emotions so why do I need to explain to anyone?