Hey Pierce The Veil? Who am I to you?

Can you tell from the look in her eyes

~Carson POV~

"Uhm... Yeah.." I said hesitantly, I don't know what tony will ask me. And I'm scared of the question that hasn't come yet

"Where's your family? Why did you leave you leave the house you were at?" Tony asked curiously. I felt my heart sink.. But I was gonna tell them anyways. The boys were all sitting on the couch, but Jaime was at the fridge... Again. A big lump formed in my throat, damn this is gonna be hard to tell... But I feel no emotions, so I guess it won't be that bad.

"My parents died in a car accident, we were sitting there, at the red light and then-"

~*FLASHBACK*~

My parents had just picked me up from the ally way, I hang out there alone. On the side of the building, I spray painted "Hospital For Souls". I always thought that building was a mental hospital.

We were sitting silently in the car, waiting impatiently for the light to turn bright luminescent green, but all I saw was black. A big semi-truck lost control, hitting into other cars surrounding us. My parents tried move, but my dad was too frantic, he couldn't grip the steering wheel, then it jammed into us, taking my parents' souls instantly. I was pinned against the light post and a shard of glass still connected to the front of the truck, if I move, I die, it's that simple. I was willing to move, just to get out of the hell I was living in, but the ambulances and firetrucks had come before I made my "mistake".

A few days later, after I got out of the hospital, I was living on the streets of San Diego. I had my charger, my earbuds, clothes in a backpack, lose change I had found, and myself. I was listening to "and the snakes start to sing" by Bring Me The Horizon,(I love this song tbh) when someone had bumped into me, my ex, but not at the time. We talked for a while until he had to go, but we texted each other whenever we weren't together. after about 2 months of being friends, he asked me out, but I realized I shouldn't have accepted it.

He had abused me, and he wouldn't give me food for 3 days at a time.

3 months later(today) I had come home from a beating with the grocery store manager, I stole a stick of bread. I walked through the door and all I heard was my bed springs squeaking.

What the fucking hell is going on? Why the hell is my bed squeaking? The only person here is jacob-

I had realized what was happening. I ran into my room to find Jacob and a blonde chick in my bed doing stuff(the nasty)

"WHAT THE FUCK?"

~*end of flash back*~

I had finished my story, i surprisingly cried through the whole thing, like big ass waterfalls came flooding my vision, all I could see were watercolors.

The room was silent as I sobbed in front of my favorite band. They looked shocked, and almost about to cry. Vic had gotten up, he sat next to me and hugged me tightly. Then a few seconds later, everyone was hugging me. After about ten minutes of silent hugging and sobbing, they let go.

" I'm sorry for asking.. " tony mumbled looking down at the floor like a dog that shouldn't have done something

"No.. It's fine" I replied in between sobs.

"It's getting late, I think we should go to sleep" Vic said into the air.They all stood up, but I stayed on the couch, thinking that's where I was going to stay.

"What are you doing on the couch..?" I heard Vic say from the base of the stairs.

"Oh uh... I thought I was sleeping on the couch... If that's a problem it's fine" I said still a little upset from the story I told them.

"No you're going to sleep in my bed, I'm sleeping on the couch" he he murmured while walking closer to me.

"Oh.. Okay" I stood up and walked into his room.

"Goodnight" we all said.