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Hell above

Hell above~ Pierce The Veil (duh)

~Carson~

*a week later*

We are finally going on tour with Sleeping With Sirens, and Of Mice And Men. [im currently taking a shower, while writing, DEDICATION] Mike, Vic, Jaime, and Tony were packing up the bus.

"Carson? Help?" Mike pleaded, carrying his and my luggage.

"Oh would you look at the time, 3 fucking 30 in the morning...." I scowled, crossing my arms and shunning him.

"Aweh I'm sowwy" Mike heads towards me and gives me a hug. I can smell the cigarette smoke around him, and in his sweatshirt.

"No, just let go of me, and cig check" I looked down at the ground.

Cig Check- checking himself for the smoky smell before he comes around me.

His hands drop from around my waiste, him, now just hovering over my small frame. His uneven breaths hitting my bare neck.

"I need to get something" I mourn and hastily walked up the steps to the door. As I reach my hand out to the door, Vic opened the door hitting me. I stumble backwards, tripping over the grass sprinkler. Right as I'm about to fall, Tony catches me... Or at least I thought

"Oh my god thank you Tony!" I struggled out in shock.

"Omg hahaha" Tony doubled over indent of me, laughing. I look up at the lean man who still held me.

"Oh, thank you Mike," I shaking out of his grip and brushing myself off.

" yeah uhm, no problem." He mumbled, walking away.

*1 hour into the trip to San Francisco*

"No get off me, you largo" Jaime whined as Tony butt jumped him.

"No, get out from under me, you giant buffalo!" Tony mocked.

"Hey, I'm a pretty buffalo" Jaime corrected. I huffed at their childishness. I was on my new phone that I recently got. I was posting on my secret account (@/suixidal.xox) and posted a pic (picture is somewhere around here) and recited some of the lyrics to The Balcony Scene.

"Heyyyy watch'ya doing" Vic came over and basically sat on my lap, looking at my screen.

"Nothing" I retorted, shutting off the device quickly.

"Too late" Vic grabbed my phone and reached the bathroom before he shut the door and locked it.

"Vic open the God damn door!" I cried. I heard my iPhone unlock. Shit... I left him alone. I could feel my heart race across my chest and shame written on my face.

*30 minutes later*

Vic walked out of the bathroom, with a blank face, and red, puffy eyes.

"Here" Vic said, and instead of giving back my phone, he gave me the biggest hug. I smelled his shirt, not smoke. I hugged him tight. He loosened his grip and then led me to the back room. He sat me down and closed the door.

"I saw some things... On uhm, your Instagram" he whispered, looking into my eyes.

"Oh" was all I could say.

"I said you could talk to me!" His voice growing with angered pain.

"I-I'm sorry" i forced out.

"Why didn't you?!?" He hit the bus wall. My eyes started to brim with water.

"I tried-"

"Trying isn't good enough" he cracked.
I broke down in hysterical cries, running out of the room. Mike was on the couch, done with his shift of driving.

"M-Mi-ike..?" I sobbed.

"What's wrong baby?" He still looked hurt from earlier.

"Ca-an I-I sl-e-e-ep with y-ou-ou tonight" I asked, quieting my sobs in between

"Yeah yeah, totally baby, anything you need." He hushed me as I walked to his side, hovering over him. He stood up and embraced me in a hug. I stood there crying into to his shoulder, leaving water marks over his shirt.

"Here, we should rest." Mike led me to his bunk. He took off his shirt and his pants, leaving him in his boxers. I stripped down to a loose tank and spandex. I crawled in after him. He wrapped his lean, but strong arms around my fragile body.

"It's okay, I'm not going to hurt you, " he said into my hair, and I instantly stop shivering. I soon fell asleep in his arms, safe.

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Hey guys, here's the update.

So today, I went to school and came home, and then I went to a ball game

We came back and some of my neighborhood houses were burnt down....
Bye