Without fear, Iloveyou

7

Finally at 7am, you're done with your assignment. Nick was asleep in front of you. You wake his up.

" Nick, get up, go back to your room. " suddenly, he hold your hand. " you hate me? "

You try to pull my hand but failed. The grip on your hand is getting stronger. You sighed.

" i don't hate you, but please, we need to concentrate on this assignment. Please cooperate while i'm still nice to you. Please. Let. Go. My. Hand"

He quickly let go your hand. " i'm.. i'm sorry "

You just nodded, " Next our meeting will be on next week to compile and get ready for presentation, i'll  go up first, bye "

You left him alone and go up to your room. You felt shabby and tired, so you decided to get some shower and hit the bed. Luckily it was weekend. So you want to sleep all day. Before you closed your eyes, your phone was vibrate.

MINHO OPPA
good morning (y/n) ✨ are you done with the assignment?

(Y/n)
morning too. Yeah i just done it.

Your text was just plain just like your heart right now. You just tired of everything

MINHO OPPA
are you okay? You are not like you. You can talk to me if you want to

(Y/n)
I'm okay. Just tired. I need some rest. Ttyl

MINHO OPPA
Text me when you are awake! Sweet dream 🤗

You just ignore and closed your eyes.

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This few weeks, you feel that the way Mino treat you is getting sweeter. But after what happened during the video called at that night few weeks ago, you take precaution. You don't want to fall to hard because you know it might hurt you badly. You always contact with him but this time, you just contact him during weekend, if he doesn't have any schedule, and you're not sleep.

Its friday's night, you have event meeting at the cafe near your hostel block. You put on your grey sweater, a legging and just a pair of flip flop. You just tie your hair as bun.

After the meeting ended, Minho texted you. 

MINHO OPPA
(Y/n) , where are you?

(Y/n)
I just done with the meeting, i'll back to my room after this. Why?

he didn't reply you. Its normal thing. So you decided to take away some foods to eat in your room while watching movies.

While you walk to your room and sipping a cup of chocolate ice that you bought just now, you saw a guy with cap, big black hoodie with a mask on his face that enough to cover his face, in front of your hostel block. He just standing , with his hands in the both pocket. You couldn't recognise who and afraid it might be the guy that your friends been talked about. Lately, at the hostel, there were few cases that strangers will follow girl who was alone. It is the only entrance to your hostel room. So you planned to walk quickly pass by him and run to your room. You started your plan and when you were about to pass him, you felt a hand gripped on your wrist. You screamed loudly when the black hoodie guy hold your wrist. You hurriedly try to pull away your hand.

" yah yah yah! Naya! Na!! Its me!!! " that black hoodie guy take off his mask. He looked panic and give a glance to his right and left.

You stopped scream. And shocked. You cover your mouth with your hand. Mino wears his mask back.

" what are you doing here oppa? " you shouted. You were still in shocked. You couldn't believe that the people you missed the most in front of you.

" i'm sorry for surprise you! Can we go somewhere more private? I'm afraid people will recognise me here "

You nodded and lead him to your room
You were nervous and happy and the same times. You out of your word. Luckily, your room mate was going back to her home for weekend.

After he enter your room, you locked your room. Mia and Jenny always storm to your room whenever they liked, so its the best way to prevent that thing happened.

" woah (y/n), you have such a cosy room, don't you? " while taking off his mask and cap. He is running his finger to his hair.

He sat on my study chair, " woah, woah, so here is the place where you always video called me "
After that, he lay on my bed, " so this is where you  always video called me while you were sleep "

You're still standing after the door. You're just watching him. You still in your shock zone. He come to you and hug you tightly. Your head beamed on his chest. You suddenly feel want to cry in his comfort.

" i'm sorry to surprise you. I'm sorry to come here without telling you first" he rubbed circle with his finger to my arm. You cried. You cannot hold it anymore.

" hey, am i that scared to you? Don't cry ~" he laughed while take a peek on your face.
" yah (y/n), don't cry....You make me feel more guilty! " he cupped your face and wiped your tears with his thumbs.

When you stop sobbing, he let you go and lead you to sit on your bed.
" i was shocked you know, i thought you are the guy who they been talking about, so i'm afraid" you wiped your tears and laughed.
" what's wrong with that guy? "
" he always follow girl who are alone.... he closed every part of his body just like what you did just now so until today still don't know who did it. What are you doing here actually? How do you know i live at this block? Are you alone?  " you looked straight at his eyes asked the answer.

He avoid your gaze.

" no i'm not alone, my manager is here also. Other members at the main city. We got few days spare before flight back home so i decided to say hi to you. "

Your mouth make circle shape " ohh"

" Before i arrived here, i went to your parent house since your parent house near to the airport. Then, i travelled about 1 hours flight from the main city and half and an hour in the car to see you" suddenly he warm gaze placed on you.

We stare at each other for awhile until he reached your hand and rubbed it lightly, he just stare at your hand.

" i knew this past few months, since the hana scandal, the time we video called, i'm messed up to you. I knew that i'm no home to you. Even we are far apart from each other but we always find each other at the end of the day. I'm know i'm risking our friendship by being like this, i travelled for you just to say this. " he held your chin, and the distance between you and him getting smaller until your and his forehead meet. You try to pull away but you couldn't. He is like a magnet.