A/N: this is a one-shot of my story of me loving my best friend in the form of JB and Jinyoung.
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Park Jinyoung and Im Jaebum have been friends almost their entire lives.
Going from elementary, middle, and high school together.
Jinyoung always told Jaebum everything.
Park Jinyoung noticed his liking to his best friend at a young age.
Then it stopped, that same year.
Both Jaebum and Jinyoung entered middle school, Jinyoung having been bullied the years before, was looking forward to a new start.
Jaebum didn't know about the bullying.
They had two classes together, their first, and their fourth period.
Jinyoung sat with Jaebum at first in his first class, his teacher moving him a whole lot with seating arrangements.
In their fourth, Jinyoung sat in the same table with Jaebum, becoming friends with one of Jaebums friends.
Of course, that friend and Jinyoung got close and would laugh and talk through out the class.
Jinyoung had felt those feelings with Jaebum again.
Their eighth grade year, Jinyoung didn't see Jaebum as much, not having his number or any social media's.
Jinyoung lost his feelings for Jaebum again.
Their freshman year of high school, Jinyoung had a class with Jaebum, the both sitting next to each other and working together.
Jinyoung finally got something to communicate with Jaebum.
Jinyoung was happy the first semester of high school.
All of it crashing down the second semester, where he had a schedule change and didn't have the class with Jaebum anymore.
He told him, Jaebum being mad that he was moved out of the class and into another class period because of a schedule change.
Jinyoung, that same semester, decided to confess to Jaebum.
A straight up no was his answer.
Jaebum told him not to talk about it at school and pretended that it never happened at all.
Jinyoung was heart broken and cried.
Later, he found out Jaebum got an arranged marriage. From losing a game with the person who wanted him.
Jinyoung cried again.
Sophomore year hit and Jinyoung saw Jaebum at lunch the first semester. He started talking to another person, Jinyoung feeling lonely and instead talked to his other best friend.
Jaebum would walk him to class almost everyday.
Jinyoung also started to get jealous of the new friend Jaebum was making and thought he was being replaced.
Second semester of sophomore year hit and Jaebum didn't walk Jinyoung to class anymore.
Jaebum spent his time with new friends and Jinyoung was their friend as well, but Jinyoung missed those days.
Jinyoung couldn't remember if he confessed again in his sophomore or junior year.
It didn't matter to him anyway.
He was always rejected by Jaebum.
Junior year and Jinyoung barely saw Jaebum at all.
His feelings lost again.
He moved onto two other guys that year.
The first one breaking his heart. Jinyoung thought he was the one. Only to be turned down because the guy wasn't actually into him.
The second one, kept leading Jinyoung on.
He finally decided to ask.
"I do, but..." the guy started.
"Only as a friend," Jinyoung continued for him. The guy nodded and Jinyoung nodded, saying his goodbye and turned to leave.
Jinyoung didn't feel like crying at all.
Then, Jinyoung started to miss Jaebum.
He then started to like Jaebum again.
Their last year, senior year.
Jinyoung continued to like Jaebum.
They both had lunch together everyday. Jinyoung saw that Jaebum was with a friend of his and didn't sit with them. The next, they sat with each other.
They had their first fight.
Jinyoung ended up apologizing.
He was just so tired and told Jaebum about somethings.
All was forgiven.
Jaebum for some reason started being rude to Jinyoung.
He didn't like it.
Ever since Jinyoung told Jaebum he likes him their freshman year, he has been soft for him.
Jinyoung didn't know the change.
Jaebum started to not be like that anymore and Jinyoung was glad.
But didn't know when he was going to change like that again.
Jinyoung continued on to like his best friend.
He had a dream of him and Jaebum.
Jaebum had finally accepted him.
Jinyoung woke up, tears running down his face.
He didn't like it.
The next week, on the same day, he had another dream of Jaebum finally accepting him again.
He woke up crying, again.
Jinyoung didn't know when his feelings would stop, he cries at times because he didn't want to have those feelings for Jaebum anymore.
He wishes that one day, Jaebum would accept him.
He hoped he could forget about his feelings for Jaebum, forever.
