poems

Don't make me laugh...

The pain

The screams

Back then

It was all I could feel

Now that I think bout it

How could it be so real

My life seems perfect

But I've forgotten so much

My life is a blur

I cant remember...

How did I get to this point in my life?

Why was I so scared

The drugs

The cutting

I still look at them for help

But I refuse

It kills me inside

I need to feel the pain again

I know this life people see is all a lie

Even I've convinced myself its true

But deep down

I know I'm only fooling myself

Maybe I can be perfect

No...

Maybe I can life my dream

It's a lie...

Maybe I can find true love

Don't make me laugh...

Is it possible to erase my past?

What happened to me?

Why did it all go wrong?

Why did that have to happen?

HA its only cause the world hates me

I'm better off alone

Dead...

I'm nothing

You cant convince me otherwise

I know its true

And so do you

That's why you always put me down

Right?