SMILE

chapter 5

I went inside jungkook's house and scanned it..its actually big I think he has a wealthy family

"go up stairs and you could see 7 doors..go to the last one at the right side..while I prepare our snacks and materials " he said and and went away

I followed his command and found his room..I went in and was pleased of his room. .its full of pictures...of him when he was a baby and his 6 hyuns and his parents...and also some paintings

and his brother...which i already could guess since they look alike

I went to the desk where the picture was and saw 2 sleeping pills beside it..

dont tell me his taking those? that's not healthy at all!!

out of curiosity i took the other one and opened it..there is nothing inside. .I took the other one and found the sleeping pills inside and the pills was used half way..

is he taking this EVERYDAY??

I opened his drawer and saw 3 other empty sleeping pills....I was left shock.

"lisa! DONT TOUCH THOSE"he roughly pushed me making me fall

I was shock and i didn't move..I looked at him..so that's why

that's why he has that sad expression on his eyes that he kept for years...something must have happened

"jungkook this is bad for you.."I said getting up

"leave " he said coldy

"jung--"

"I SAID LEAVE " he shouted at me

I looked at him for a minute and left..

how could he just tell me to leave when I just knew his situation?

I looked over to my hands and saw it bleeding..

whatever...

why is he too harsh and cold..

{JUNGKOOK POV.}

I roughly grabbed my hair out of frustration and sat on my bed..I massaged my temple and I realize that I was too harsh

I looked over to the shattered glass..I didn't even noticed something broke

I walked over to it and I was about to clean it when I saw a blood...

I must've have hurted her

I groaned in frustration

fuck...