The worst feeling is when you open your heart and mind to let somebody in, but then they leave you like you were never anything to them. That's what hurts the most.
And no matter how hard you try, you're never good enough for that certain person.
I like hearing about story's that have a happy ending, but that's just not how it works. Especially in my case.
You can't change who you are, but you can change your outlook on the world. Just like how you can either love or hate something. In my case, I usually hate everything.
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I took a good look at myself in the mirror. Noticing the way my long brown hair fell down just underneath my chest. The way my face was shaped in an oval form, and how my bright blue eyes sparkled.
I was never a big fan of my appearance, but like I said...you can't really change who you are.
My parents got a divorce when I was 13 and it made me realize how love never really works out. I always thought they loved each other from the way the looked at one another, and the stories they would tell my brother, Chase, and I from when they met and how it was love at first sight.
Ever since they got a divorce, my life has gone to shit. My dad moved to South Carolina with his new family, and my mom hasn't been the same ever since.
My brother is 4 years older than me which makes him 20, and he moved out of the house 2 years ago when he went off to college in Florida.
I never liked hearing sad stories when I was a little girl, but now realize that my life is one.
Living in this big, empty house with so many memories in it that are left behind makes me think of the past. And thinking of the past makes me feel hurt, sad, and empty.
i guess that's just the way it worked out though, huh?
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Make You Stay {A Niall Horan Fanfiction}
FanfictionKalli Easton was known for her bitter attitude and stubbornness towards everybody, especially her mom. Kalli has been through a lot over the past few years, but something her mom does shocks her and makes her even more angry than before. But what if...