Things I couldn't tell you back then and even now

Chapter 3

(A/N) hey an update hehehe. Just a note that the timeline in this story in not necessarily  related to the timeline in their real lives. Enjoy.

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It was a rainy day and most of the idol groups had finished their year end performances and activities and were mostly on a holiday.

As the rain fell a 22 year old girl was busy writing something on her notepad, occasionally glancing at the rain stained window of her room.

" the seasons change, the concepts of our comebacks change, however one thing remains constant, you. We don't get to talk or meet much these days do we,right? I hope it's because we both are really busy these days and it's not because you don't want to see or talk to me again. Who am I kidding, you probably stopped being fond of me already, didn't you? I mean a year is enough and you seem fine without me."

She shared her concerns with the digital version of the pen paper because they listen to her in silence and don't judge her. Yook Sungjae has lived without her perfectly happily for many years, he can do the same now, she can do the same too. Yet this thought oddly makes her feel uneasy and she's unable to comprehend why or maybe she just doesn't like to admit it yet.

She was doing really well and working with new people, she and her group was really successful and it seemed like they would go on for a long time. He was so happy for her, for her success, she was already getting chances to work and be close with different people in the industry. He remembered how she was so new to the industry, how wgm was her first variety show, how she confessed to him that she didn't have that many celebrity friends, how she was a 20 year old girl who just knew him, she has grown so much.He should be glad for her but everytime he had these thoughts he felt a pang in his heart.

She was getting closer to other people,......and getting further from him, that's how he felt.

Opening his memopad he wrote a question he would never ask, "How are you Sooyoung-ah? How's the staff and cast of your drama, are they treating you well? You are happy write? Do you even remember me, I mean I know you don't have amnesia or anything but like you remember this old sunbae friend of yours and hey perhaps still cherish him? Do you? I wonder."

He flipped the channel on the tv tuning in to her drama, never missing an episode, what has become part of his schedule.

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(A/N) another boring, short and late update. I was feeling anxious about my test tomorrow so I decided to release my nervousness.