MENTAL ! [ WOLFHARD ]

[ TWELVE ]

i wish i could say i was having fun .

after all we were going to New York City ...

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this shit sucks .

hiding around alley ways .

abandon apartments .

ugh .

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sophia's dad came with us .

he had to escape the past a bit too .

once we got there we tried to find an abandon apartment .

we had to live off of everything from sophia .

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i sat down on the old couch that was left .

i buried my face in my palms .

i let out a big breath .

i could feel tears building up in my eyes .

i felt someone sit down next to me and put their arm around me .

i automatically knew it was finn .

i laid my head down on his shoulder .

"sometimes i feel like i just want to die" i said .

"hey , it's all going to be okay . we just need to get jobs and earn money then we can live on our own .."

i opened my eyes .

i wish it was that easy .

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(y'all , i'm so sorry . i haven't posted in a hot minute :( i'm gonna keep posting i'm just REALLY out of ideas )