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Chapter 12

Miss amani - turn the party up (who has seen 'the other woman' movie??)

You and I - John Legend (reason why I cry)

I seriously listen to the random songs lol and sorry for the long wait, i have work to do along with school -.-

I'll try to update next time sooner, peace out xoxo

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I straighten the last curly strand of my hair, finishing off my look with a little spray. I take the dress , that I'm supposed to wear, into my hands, observing the material with my eyes and feeling it with my hands. The dress is made of silk, the hem of the dress reaching at my feet as I try it on. The bright red color brings out the green colour in my eyes.

I look in the mirror, making silly faces. I look weird with a long dress, so classy and elegant. So, not me. Oh, well.

I grab my bag, walking up to the door. As soon as I open the outdoor, I see Kaiden leaning on his car, holding a bouquet of - ugh - roses.

I hate roses.

I shut off my thoughts, hugging and thanking Kaiden for the roses. "You look absolutely stunning, Zoella." His shiny blue eyes gazes into my plain ones, flashing a toothy smile.

"Thanks." I choke out, coughing.

"How are you doing?" Kaiden asks, as he turns the car on. I guess that's the only thing he's gonna turn on tonight.

I smile,"I'm doing just fine."

"You?" I add, trying to remember to keep up the awkawrd conversation. I talk to myself more than I talk to other people. Damn, it's been so long since I've actually hanged around someone my age who's not Harry.

The rest of the drive goes by both of us sitting nervously, the sound of some odd thumping music, that I don't listen to, filling the small car. We arrive to the model agency, and if I didn't know better, I'd say it's a another place. Flashing cameras and screaming people has taken up most of the space. Kaiden rushes to open the door for me, reaching his hand to help me out, since I'm struggling because of the, now annoying, dress.

Kaiden curls his hand around my waist, smiling and stopping, once in a while, at the cameras.

"Kaiden Brooks, is this young lady your girlfriend? Or should I say, one of your girlfriends?" One of the camera men shouts, making me gape at them.

"No-"

"Just ignore them," he whispers into my ear, giving my cheek a gentle kiss. My mind is in a shock when we walk down the aisle, our shoes stumping on the red carpet. I never even knew this kind of gatherings were held, and now, I'm part of it. Well, I'm not, luckily, modeling today, but to be even invited is just beyond amazing. I take a moment to glance around, everything is decorated so nicely.

The whole room is so fancy that words aren't enough to describe how the room is fixed. I brush my hair off of my shoulder, receiving a drink from Kaiden. Trying to be polite, I take it from him, but refuse to actually drink it. But, I won't say it out loud, since I don't want to hurt his feelings.

Some people that I don't know comes towards us, to talk to Kaiden, of course.

I smile at them kindly.

"Zoella, nice to meet you." I offer my hand to a young lady and a little older man.

"I'm Blake and this is John. And, we saw you on the cover of chanel's new collection, on a certain magazine that my mind can't recall now. You looked amazing, and so did Styles." The lady young chuckles, smiling back.

I rapidly flutter my eyelashes, "thank you."

The three of them keep up the boring conversation as my eyes are busy searching for someone in the room.

Isn't he here?

"Excuse me," I tell them, walking up to the toilets. I can't keep on hearing what these rich people has to say. It's always about money and property.

Life isn't just about money, ugh.

I open the bathroom door, seeing a sight that I'm not a big fan of. Nicole re-doing her makeup. Is it even possibly to apply that many layers of makeup? I shake my head, supporting my weight on my hands, that are attached to the sink. I look really pale, maybe I'm getting sick. I wash my hands with cold water, trying to fresh myself up. I walk up to the door, having Nicole follow me. Does she really need to leave the same time as me? I wait up for her to step out first, and then continue to do the same myself.

"I brought you a drink, coco." A deep voice announces and it's just the matter of time until I find out who's behind it. Harry hands the drink to Nicole or should I say to 'coco', but his eyes is glued to mine. He blinks a couple times, eyeing my outfit and gulps.

"Thanks, hun." She takes the drink from him, looking over her shoulder to meet my eyes.

"Can I help you?" 'Coco'blurts out, drawn eyebrows raised high.

I look at her, and then back at Harry.

"I'm fine. I hope you enjoy your evening." Bitch, I silently add and flick my hair off of my shoulder, winking at Harry.

What did I just do?

I rush back to Kaiden, curling my arm around his, feeling no sparks at all but I need to have someone by myside to not look like I'm lonely and all.

"Are you ok?" He asks, studying my face.

"Yeah."

"Okay. I have to go now, the show is about to start and I need to get the models in line. You can sit right in the front, the seat you're supposed to sit in has your very own name in it." I nod weakly, and turn around to observe the seat from a distance. There are some people sitting in the front, but I don't know most of them. I walk up along the trail of the seats, stopping when I see 'Waters' written on one of them. I sit on the seat, and look to my side to check who's going to sit next to me.

Of course it says, 'Styles.'

Talking about bad luck. -Sigh -

A unfamiliar woman sits next to me and flashes me a smile. I flash one back and turn my gaze at the catwalk. People are taking picture even though the show hasn't started, what even...

"Kaiden then, eh?" Harry sits next to me, wearing a humorous expression.

"You have a problem with it?" I bite back, rolling my eyes.

"No. It's nice to know you actually have made friends." He says, not joking at all.

I decide to stay in silence and turn my head back to the show. I didn't even notice that it had started.

Nicole is walking down the aisle, wearing a weird, a burberry dress.

I mentally scowl at her and her cockiness as she blows a kiss at Harry.

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Finally after the show is over, I walk with Kaiden to his car. "Are you cold?"

"Little. But, I'll be okay." I reply to Kaiden, pulling my lips into a thin line as my eyes find Harry talking to Nicole in front of his car.

I observe them carefully as Kaiden talks about something that I can't seem to get myself care about it.

My eyes widen as Nicole lips are attached to Harry's. After a brief moment, tears start to brim down on my pale face.

"Zoella?" Harry shouts at me,worrying when he sees me crying from a distance, and obviously, he knows that he's the one that has pulled the trigger of my tears.

I run into Kaiden's car, climbing in and motioning for him to drive. I can't help but feel hurt in my heart and I can't help but wonder why.

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