~Eli POV~
I woke up early the next morning with the sun peeking in through the window, and I still had the kiss from last night in my memories, I'd even dreamed about. Yeah, you heard it right. I got a kiss last night. My right hand traveled up, and placed itself over my lips, as if pressing the feeling of the kiss, back on my lips, holding it inside me. I closed my eyes, and a smile took place over my lips, as yesterday came back to me.
~flashback~
//We continued to dance with each other. For how many songs, I don't know, I lost counting at five, but that isn't important. And all I could think of, on all this time, was how his body felt against mine, how I could feel his heart pounding, resting my head on his chest - relaxing in his arms. How good he smelled, like a nice mix of aftershave, and something else that I couldn't really put my finger on what it was, a mixture of something sweet and lemon. However, I liked it. But ofcourse, the dance had to come to an end, sooner or later; in my case, I wouldn't have mind if it was later. But Damien stopped in his moves, forceing me to do the same. We didn't let go of each other, he just looked into my eyes, smiling.
"You really are the prettiest girl I've ever seen" he whispered, still smiling.
And I couldn't do anything else but smile back.
"You're pretty too" I answered, my voice even lower than his, hearing just how stupid that respond was.
A laugh left his lips, and he pulled me closer, if that was something that was even possible. I could see his face coming closer to mine, and my breath got caught in my throat, as I could guess what he was about to do. Paralyzed, I stared into his eyes, and left out a shaky breath, before our lips melted together. And, OH MY GOD, it felt amazing. You know in movies, when the two main characters are kissing, and there's fireworks going off in the backround? That was exactly how it felt. I literally saw fireworks for a moment, as I kissed him back. His lips, soft against mine, made my stomach tingle. His tounge, slipping through my parted lips, making me want even more from him. The kiss probably last for awhile, but just as with the dancing, I wouldn't have mind if it ended later. But sadly, as a human, you have to breath. If you don't want to die, ofcourse. And I didn't. It wouldn't be to charming if I just died, right on the spot. Kind of a turn off, right? Well, anyways, our lips parted, the both of us breathing heavily. It was probably good that we stopped when we did, so that we didn't go any further, something that would probably led into something embaressing, something visible, down there, if you know what I mean. And, everyone still thought I was a girl, including Damien, and I didn't feel like that was a good way to tell him.//
~end of flashback~
A knock on the door, made me snap back to reality, and I looked up to see my mother standing in the dooropening.
"Good morning, sweetheart. Breakfast is ready"
I nodded and offered her a quick smile, before she left to call on my sister, and I myself got up to get dressed in something else than panties. I then headed to the kitchen, dressed in some sweatpants and a pink t-shirt. I sat down at the table in the kitchen, where both my mom and Alyssia already sat at. My stomach growled, as I digged inte the pancakes, placed on the plate. Half way throgh the pancake, my mom spoke up.
"So, Eliott, would you mind go shopping for me today?"
I looked up at her and sighed.
"Mom.." I complained.
I didn't complain about what she asked me to do, grocery shopping wasn't something that bothered me too much, but the fact that she always insisted on using my birth name, instead of the name that I prefered - Eli, did bother me. Ofcourse, I knew that she wasn't trying to be rude or anything, she was just still trying to deny for herself - after these 7 years, that her little baby boy, was growing up to be a girl. I knew it was hard for her too, so I tried not to be to rough on her, but it didn't meant that I liked it or, for that matter, was comfortable with her using it.
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Are you... A boy? (boyxboy)
RomantikEli has fallen inlove with a boy. But Eli has a secret. A secret that threatens to destroy the realationship he has with the boy he's head over heels inlove with. As much as Eli want to tell him, Eli can't manage to. The secret? Eli, is not a girl...