Is it meant to be ?

Introuduction (More about the main character)

     In the beginning, I knew it was love at first sight but, was it really meant to be. I don't understand why he did what he did to make me feel so useless, unwanted, and so vulnerable. Some people believe I was just a "fool for his love" or my "ride or die" but he was more than that to me. He gave me life, I wanted to do everything with him. I guess I thought he wanted to do everything with me. Love at first sight is always a connection but it's not always meant to be but, that's a different part of the story let me introduce myself.

      My name is Jakayla but you can call me Kayla, all my life I wanted somebody to love me for me. My parents weren't always seeing eye to eye. They've been fussing and fighting for the past 15 years I don't know if they were arguing when I was between birth and 2 but if they were then I guess they've been arguing my whole life. I know they love me but they don't have a good way of showing it except for scolding at each other.
      My best friend is very active, I rarely get to see her.... she works, plays soccer, cheer, and she's even a mother. Her name is Aaliyah. She goes to my dream college, Howard University, home of the BISON! I love animals I'm so interested in bigger species. I wanna go in as a animal doctor but, finances are low in my house hold. I know I can take out a student loan but I don't want to be in debt my whole life. My other best friend was a 6'3 dark skin basketball player. His name is Zach short for Zachery. He was always there for me when people bullied me, teased me, threw food at me, he stood up for me and now I'm the most popular girl at school. Let alone I cheer for him every game on the sidelines. My high school is very ghetto fabulous. Some of them have a lot of class they're classified as the "Boujie's". Then you have the ones who can be classified as a "Boujie" but will fight in a heart beat. I fit in the category. I know I come from nothing but I don't do everything like the hood does it. I'm friendly when it comes to other people's feelings but when a relationship rolls around, every once in a while, I'll be prepared to shut that down ASAP.

Do you think Jakayla feels wanted?
Will her parents notice her?