My beasty~ (Izuku Midorya X reader)

Chapter 3

Your P.O.V

Midorya put you down in front of the dorm entrance. It was about 7:00 AM and still, no one else was here. "Maybe they'll show up later. I mean we have a week." He said and all you could do is nod. You felt like crud because of what had just went down and now your only friend saw why you started to hate yourself. You walked away and to your room. Midorya followed. You laid on your bed and but on "trapdoor" by twenty øne piløts. Izuku opened your door and sat on the floor with his back against the bed. "You are perfect, (y/n). I don't care what anyone else says. You are my beasty." He said as he sat down on the bed next to you. You rolled onto your side so he couldn't see you cry. You forgot that you were wearing a razor back tank top with rips going down the back. You felt Izuku start tracing the scars and gashes that resulted from your family beating you. You started to cry more. You hated your family, you hated your body, You hated your life. All you wanted to do is leave this place. No, you certainly didn't want to die, more like you wanted to sleep forever.

You wanted to find a way to stop all of the pain. Your temporary relief with these situations was to cause even more physical pain to yourself. You tried to force yourself to get up, go to your closet, and grab your razors. You tried so hard but you couldn't bring yourself to move. Izuku was still sitting in your room, still watching you. He would never let you do that to yourself. You were about to roll over to face him when you heard someone yell, "DEKU!!! I know your in here fuckface!" 

Izuku jumped and laughed. You jolted up at the sudden break in the silence. You felt the bed shift and looked over to see that Izuku was walking to the door. "I'll see ya later, (y/n)." And left to go greet the new occupant in the dorms. You really didn't want him to leave, but you also did. Without thinking, you grabbed your razor and sat on the edge of the bathtub in your bathroom. ( I know that the bathrooms are community based on gender, but it was easier to not offend anyone's place in the spectrum, so I chose to give everyone their own bathrooms.) 

You looked down at yourself. You hated yourself so much because of your quirk. You cut yourself over and over, no end in sight, as you thought about every demeaning comment your so called "family" had given you. Once you ran out of room on your arms, you moved to your thighs. You were about move to your abdomen when you heard a bell sound.

You immediately pulled your hoodie over your head and pulled down your pant legs. You walked out to the commons area to see that many more people where here. You sat down near Izuku, a girl with a brown bob, and a dude with pipes coming out of his calves. You looked down at my sleeves and notice that you didn't bandage your arms up. Blood was starting to seep through the fabric and the same with your legs. You were very worried about your legs because you were wearing light blue jeans.

You went through introductions and a game or two until you got light headed. "(y/n), are you okay? You... look.. Oh my god! Someone get recovery girl!" Izuku yelled as you fell onto him. You felt him pick you up and run with you to his room because it was closer and safer than your own room for you right now.

You saw a lady that looked like a doctor kiss your forehead and immediately you fell asleep.

~time skip brought to you by the quirk of laziness that has been given to me~

When you woke up, you felt Izuku's head resting on your stomach sleeping. You giggled and with that slight sudden movement, you woke him up. "(y/n), you're awake! I was so worried about you." He said to you as he gave you a hug. "Why would you do that?" he pulled away from the hug. You should have guessed that you would have got this question from him. you sighed and looked at the ceiling.

After a few seconds of silence, you spoke. "I do it because I think I deserve it. I feel like I deserve constant pain because I'm a monstrosity. I'm a beast among beauty that just ruins everything it touches. I am just a waste of life and I-!"

~Izuku's P.O.V~

I couldn't let (y/n) keep talking about themselves like that. They are so beautiful and amazing. I don't see why anyone would want to hurt her. Before I knew what I was doing, I grabbed a slice of pizza that I had in here and shoved part of it in their mouth. (Hehehe~ you thought that he was gonna kiss ya! ;P) (y/n) looked rather confused but then took it from my hand and started eating it. "So good!" They sighed as they continued to eat. I smirked and looked at her hood. It was still up and her wings were wrapped up tight. I sighed and grabbed the hem of their hoodie. They didn't seem to notice. I slowly lifted it up until I could reach the bottom of the bandages.

I tried to reach the bottom part of the bandages, but they noticed. (y/n) stared at my wide-eyed as I stared back into their eyes. They whimpered and pulled their hoodie down. "Beasty, please let me treat you like you should have been treated all those years you were with your family. I just want to help you get better..." I sighed. I looked down and moved my hand back away from them. I heard the rustle of fabric and I looked back up at (y/n) only to get hit in the face with a hoodie.

They giggled and said, "You can try, Okay?" I smiled and started to unwrap their wings...