Chapter one: the fall

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-Audrey pov-

'My name is Audrey wynter, I'm from Maryland, and I'm 15. I could tell you about me but who's gonna read this anyway.'

I fell to my desk in distraught. My mom gave me a journal to write 'my feelings', but nothing I'm just feeling neutral. Nothing ever happens in this stupid town.

Maybe I should add some spice in my life and come out to my parents. Yeah that'll end up in a tragedy. I decided I should plan how I'm going to do it, I fell asleep halfway planning on my desk. What can I say it was 12 am.

In the morning I woke up to my mom waking me up, like usual. I basically rolled out of bed to the kitchen for breakfast. "I heard you late last night, what were you doing so late?" My mother asked while setting the table. "Eh just planning for... a project for school". I sat down looking at my glass full of juice my mom set down for me. "You'll feel better once you get some food in that empty stomach of yours", she set down a plate of my favorite breakfast, pancakes with honey and whipped cream. She added some fruit on the side too. I fucking love my mom.

After eating and idle talk with my mom, I slipped out and went back to my room to plan. Ugh what do I even say 'oh mom your daughter is a fag'. Haha no. You're smart, think. Maybe I should just say it like 'mom I have a serious discussion to talk about' and just say I'm a lesbian. Yeah that'll work.

I decided I'll do it after dinner when my mom gets off of work. I pulled out a box from underneath my bed with my smoking shit. I smoke weed so what. I put on some good ass music and got blazed as hell. Of course I waited for my mom and step-douche to leave. Oh god don't get me started on that fake ass dad.

After getting high as fuck and passing out, I woke up and it was almost time to tell my mom. I put on something..decent and walked downstairs to get a snack. Granola bar, ew. More pancakes, not now. Etc etc, I finally chose some hot chips and apple juice. Apple juice is like piss from the gods, if I believed in that shit, but point is apple juice is amazing.

My mom walked in the door with her purse and waitress uniform. "Hey mom, how's work?". She set down her purse and put down her phone. "Same as any normal day honey, what you do all day?". "Oh just read a book and study". We both laughed, we knew none of that is true. "For real", "ok ok you caught me, I was planning to ask you something". She looked at me, and stopped looking at her phone. "Well what is it hon?" She sat down waiting for an answer.

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Welp thats chapter one
See ya next chapter
Also Hahaha cliff hanger

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