The Pieces And Thoughts of a Scarred and Tormented Mind

Are You Still There?

I am not able to visit  you

I am not able to contact you

I am only able to see you when you are hurting

I am missing you

I am crying now

I am questioning how long I will last 

I am wondering what went wrong

I am blaming myself

I am reliving our memories

I can't make new ones with you gone

I am re reading our text's

I am cutting  now

  I am barely alive 

I am  wishing I was numb  

Just so I can ask myself

Are you still there?