Journey

2nd Day in London

Kirsty's Pov

10 am

I walk into Sophie's room to wake her up but I find her awake with her eyes bright red and all puffy as if she's been crying.

"Soph what's wrong babe"

"Nothing I'm fine"

"No your not now tell me what's wrong" I demanded

"You will think I'm stupid so no"

Sophie seriously wouldn't tell me what's wrong so I couldn't help her.

"Kirsty let me be,please leave"

So I left Sophie on her own but really I just sat outside her bedroom door .

Tamara's Pov

10:15 am

I'm still sleeping and my phone begins to ring.I look at it and see that it says 'Sophie💕' I answer with in seconds.

"Sophie how is London are you having fun?"

"Yeah it's okay but Tammy,I can't do this everything is happening again"

"WHAT SOPHIE WHAT'S WRONG"I shout down the phone

"Tammy I'm so insecure.I found out that Jordi likes me but I feel as if I'm not good enough for him I mean he's beautiful then there is me the fat ugly beast next to him"

I couldn't believe what I was hearing Sophie saying. God she's crying her eyes out.

"Soph you listen to me now okay are not ugly,fat or a beast okay,so stop saying that"

"But Tammy that's what I feel like I'm so insecure about myself and I can't starve myself again cause I wasn't healthy.I just got back to being healthy again"

Sophie starved herself and became so skinny it was unhealthy.

"Soph you won't go back to being like that again I won't let you ok"

"Right Tammy I got to go bye"

Before I even got the chance to say anything she was gone. Im going to phone her later to see how she's doing I mean I can't leave her like that.

Kirsty's Pov

As I was sat out Sophie's room I can't believe what she was on the phone to Tamara. She never told me any of that before wow. I couldn't believe it what I was hearing so before I said anything I stood up and walked away from Sophie's room.

Sophie's Pov

After being on the phone to Tamara I calmed down a little and decided to get breakfast from somewhere I don't know where because I wanted to be alone so I went for a shower and put my hair is a messy bun with some sweats and a hoodie with my converse and told dad I was going for some fresh air.

Half an hour later...

I still haven't got really far I don't know what I was thinking cause I only got here yesterday and I didn't know any places to go get breakfast. I found a Asda so I went and got myself a fruit pot with some yogurt and went to nearest part then sat for a while before going back.

Jordi's Pov

Sophie has been away for an hour so I thought I would go find her. So I put on my pink short things my white Nike air max the same ones that Sophie has and a black hair band in my hair.

30 minutes later

I find a girl with a messy bun sitting on a park bench and it was Sophie

"Hey Soph"

"Oh hey Jordi" she replied clearing her tears from her eyes

"What's up babe"

"Just a little home sick that's all"

Does she think I'm stupid or something Kirsty told me about what she heard but I wasn't going to mention it to her cause she's already upset enough. I wrapped my arm around her to comfort her.

Sophie's Pov

I can't believe Jordi came to find me.Maybe he does care about me after all, he put his arm around me and I put my head on his shoulder it fitted perfectly.He smelt of Hollister well. We sat there for half an hour straight then decided to go back and Jordi still had his arm over my shoulder.