namjoon looked up at his ceiling and sighed for the hundredth time that day. life was sometimes too much for him and he couldn't deal with it that well. thoughts of cutting scattered across his mind no, i can't do that to my mom again, she would be devastated,he thought. suddenly leaving his room he called out to his mom to tell her he would be going for a walk.
"come back by 11:00, okay?" she answered, " i love you".
without replying he grabbed his jacket and left.
