Dolan Twins imagines

Insecure G.D

|disclaimer!!! every single one of you are beautiful and amazing. You are all perfect, I can't say that I'm not insecure because I definitely am. But anyways, here's the imagines.|

Your POV

You and your boyfriend Grayson were invited to go to the beach with Emma, James, Ethan and a bunch of the twins other friends. You didn't want to go but before you could say no Grayson said that you guys would love to go. So that's what brought you to standing in front of the mirror, in a bathing suit, hating how you looked. You were wearing this bathing suit (The bathing suit at the top). You hated how you looked, you squeezed at your hips that were poking out of the holes of the bathing suit, your stomach wasn't flat like the other girls you were meeting at the beach. You poked and pulled at your stomach hoping that the fat would just go away, but of course, it didn't. You started to tear up. You walked into the closet and put a pair of shorts and a baggy t-shirt over the bathing suit. You hugged your stomach and tried not to start crying. You heard a knock on the door and an all too familiar voice call.

"Babe? You almost ready?" you wiped your cheeks and responded.

"Yeah." You opened the door and saw Grayson standing there in his bathing suit, he was so perfect, his abs were perfect, he was muscular, he was fit, he was handsome, he was perfect. And you were far from that. He noticed you were distracted and asked.

"Y/N? Is everything okay?" You looked up at him.

"Hm? Yeah, everything's fine." He frowned.

"Why aren't you wearing a bathing suit? We're going to the beach remember?" you nodded

"Yeah, I uh...I have it on underneath my clothes." he nodded

"Okay, lets go, everyone is waiting in the car for us." you nodded and walked to the car with Grayson. When you got in the car you saw that Emma, James and some of the boys other friends were in the car. All of the girls were wearing bikinis and were so beautiful, they had perfect bodies and made you feel even more insecure. You sat beside Grayson hugging your stomach. He looked at you.

"Babe?" he asked

"Yeah, Gray?"

"You okay? you seem a bit off." you nodded hesitantly,

"I uhh...Yeah, I'm fine." Grayson nodded even though you could tell that he didn't believe you.

*Time skip to the beach cuz i'm hella lazy*

Once you guys got tp the beach, everyone jumped out of the car and ran out onto the beach, you slowly got out of the car, you closed the door and walked over to where everyone else had thrown their stuff down. You laid out your towel. You sat down on it keeping your clothes on, not wanting the others to see you in your bathing suit.

Grayson POV:

I was looking around for Y/N, she wasn't in the water with all of us, I looked over at the beach and noticed her sitting on her towel, she still had her clothes on over her bathing suit and it looked like she was hugging her stomach? I got out of the water and walked over to her. She was looking down so she didn't notice me.

"Y/N?" I said softly. She flinched slightly and looked up at me.

"Yeah Gray?"

"You okay? Why aren't you in the water?" she hesitated for a moment before answering

"I uh...I don't wanna go swimming." I frowned.

"What? but you love swimming." She shrugged. I sat next to her and started to pull off her shirt. She hit my hand away and pulled her shirt back down.

"Wh-What are you doing??" she asked me.

"Y/N, why don't you wanna take of your shirt? You love swimming-" before I could finish she cut me off.
"Because I'm fat Grayson." It felt like someone punched me in the stomach.

"What?" she shook her head and looked at her hands.

"I'm fat grayson, I'm ugly and fat, I'm not like the other girls Grayson, look at Emma. She's beautiful and skinny and perfect. Just like everyone else here, everyone but me." She teared up slightly. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into my chest.

"You're beautiful Y/N. You're perfect and beautiful and I love you. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever met. Don't think so badly about yourself." She looked up at me, tears running down her cheeks, I wiped them away with my thumbs and kissed her forehead. "I love you okay?" She nodded,

"Okay...I love you too." I smiled at her, and took off her shirt, I kissed her softly.

"You look amazing." She took off her shorts and I grabbed her hand. "C'mon, lets go swimming."

A/N

Every single one of you are beautiful and amazing, I just wrote this to try and get some shit off of my chest. I hope that imagine wasn't too shitty.

ps. I may or may not have watched the Dolan twins while writing this lmao.