Cendy/ Bendystraw Onshots

You were wrong, I never forgot

(Kinda sad)

Nobody's POV

Weak, worthless, a burden, and many more negative words were all used by Bendy to describe himself. He did not believe the others cared for him and that their suffering would end when he was gone. He wanted their help to stop this hate, but he could never ask for it and because of that he needed a way to deal with it on his own. He believed he needed a way to punish himself for letting  his friends and family down. So he started cutting and starving himself thinking that it was only fair. 

Bendy's POV

One cut for Boris

One for Mugs

One for Cuphead 

Four for everyone else

I looked down at the razor in my hand and then st my arms. Soaked in blood and stinging. It was so painful and I just scold myself for being so weak. So like the weakling I am, I curled up in a ball and cried. The others were gone and got lunch. I told them I would make my own lunch here, but of course that wasn't the case. I don't deserve food. I don't deserve any of them. I don't deserve to live.  I sigh, clean the blood and razor, and head to my room. I put on I a long sleeved sweater that I had and fell asleep because it distracts me from the pain.

Cuphead's POV 

Bendy has been spending less and less time with us lately. I mean if I can do it why can't he? He didn't come with us to get lunch today and I can tell he hasn't been eating much. He thinks we don't see but we see how thin he is. I mean the man is supposed to be a demon, not a freaken stick. The rest of the gang can all tell he doesn't think he's enough. I wish he could see what I see when I look at him. Mugman likes to tease me for liking him when I really don't. I don't really know how I feel about him I have so many thoughts about him screaming in my head. Mugs and and Boris are going on a field trip for two days and I think I need to talk to Bendy while their are away. 

Boris's POV (bet ya didn't expect that one)

I can't wait! Me and Mugman are going on a field trip! For two whole days! I wonder what Bendy and Cups will do while we're gone. I've been worried about Bendy. He's been so distant while we are at lunch I want to tell them about something so they can tell me what to do. Because yesterday I found something horrifying.

"Guys are any of you worried about Bendy? He seems... off." I asked

"Yeah I know. Also it is so freaken hot lately how is he only wearing long sleeves." Cup wonders. Oh my got I never even noticed that. He's right he was only been wearing long sleeves and there needs to be a reason. It has been super hot recently and nobody would do that willingly. Ugh I'm suck a bad brother.

"I'll talk to him while you guys are away. I need to confront him about this." Cup says sternly. He all nod and I see that Mugs has a worried look on his face. He knows that if we loose Bendy, it could have a huge impact on Cuphead. After we are back home. Mugs and I get packed for our trip since we had to be at school soon for the bus. We hug Cup and I tell him to say bye to my bro for me. I heard snoring and didn't want to wake him up.

Bendy's POV

I wake up to hear some people downstairs talking and saying goodbye and then the door being shut. I never got to say bye to my brother. I walk downstairs to me met with Cup on the couch watching tv. Me signals me to sit next to him and I do. He turns to tv off and looks st me with a very serious look on his face. 

"Bendy, now that the others are gone I need to talk to you about this. Why are you so distant lately? We've all noticed and we all want answers." He says. How do I respond to that! I can't let him find out. All I want to do is cry and scream. I had mixed emotions but anger seemed to be taking over. I ended up acting before thinking.