Cendy/ Bendystraw Onshots

The Loud Silence

Cuphead's POV

It has been about a week and a half since me and Bendy broke up. My dad made me and whenever I think about it tears run down my face. It was just about a week ago. I did it in the worst way possible! Over text! 

(Flaaaaaaaaaasshbaaaaaaack) 

Bendy and I had been dating for almost a year when I finally decided to come out to my family. My brother of course was supportive, my dad in the other hand was not. He wanted me to break up and we got into a huge argument upstairs and after I was so upset I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed my phone to text Bendy. I decision I would soon regret.

Cuphead: Bendy you there? I need to talk to you

Bendy: Yee! I'm here! What do you need?

Cuphead: We need to start seeing other people 

A few minutes passed by so I texted again...

Cuphead:  You there? I'm sorry my dad won't accept this! I just can't!

Bendy: I understand. You didn't need to use an excuse to cover up how you feel. I get it

Cuphead: Bendy no! 

Cuphead: It's not like that! I swear! 

(Flashback ennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd)

I feel so guilty for what I did. I never wanted to do it! I was just upset! What did I do! I've tried calling him several times but he never answered! He never responded to a text since then! I've noticed him walking around but whenever I try to get him attention by waving at him he just looks at me, emotionless, like all of the life has been sucked out of him. Yesterday I saw him walking with his brother and I waved them with a guilty look in my face. Bendy just looked down  at his feet, more upset then the last time. He looked like it took a lot of energy not to cry. Boris noticed this and just gave me the death glare. He picked up Bendy and walked away. Nothing g came out of his mouth but how is it possible for the silence to be so loud.

Bendy's POV

I've been crying on the couch thinking about Cup since the break up: I've always had issues with the way I looked but Cuphead made me feel different but now that he broke up with me I've been trying to find answers. What did I do wrong? Is it how I look? Am I too clingy? Am I worthless? The thoughts run through my head getting lifer and louder and more and more painful. If you were there you would hear nothing. But I could. It was so loud. Too loud. But nothing was said. Boris comes home he tells me he saw a Cuphead st the store. I wipe my tears and nod trying to act as okay as possible. That night I just cry softly into my pillow. Maybe I'll try to befriend him. We can be friends right? I'll support him in whatever he chooses to and I'll love him inside but I'll never let it show. I'll support him and I'll talk to him when he feels upset even if he doesn't do the same.

(Le time skip to the next daaaaaaay)

I wake up to an alarm I hate ringing in my ears. What a great way to start the day right? I get dressed and make my and Boris breakfast. I eat then I go out to find Cuphead. I know where he is. (Not creepy at all) He is at the park taking a walk. He always does that in the morning. It's something we used to do a lot together. I walk for a little bit until I finally see him right where I said he would be. I run up and he looks surprised to see me.

"Bendy? I never though that you would want to talk to me based on how you acted yesterday when you saw me. Look I really wanna day something to you." He says but I cut him off

"No mo no don't worry about it! I don't know what I did wrong but that doesn't matter! It's ok! We can still be friends right Cuphead?" I ask feeling a lump in my throat. He face forms a frown as he gives me a wide eyed look.

Cuphead's POV

He... called me Cuphead. He never had done that ever! He always calls me Cuppy or Cup or something else cute like that. But not by my actual name. I do t even realize I'm spacing out until he just kinda saves making sure I'm still paying attention. He just hugs me . Not in the usual way he used to, like he was being forced to against his will.  He walks away to go back home I assume when I break into a sprint to get to the store. I buy Bendy's favorite candies, red roses, and I head back home and change into a nice outfit. I write him a letter explaining everything. He deserves to know that much. I go to his house and ring the doorbell. The door opens revealing a short little demon with a confused look on his face like a little child. I give him the letter and then the candies. The holds them both making him struggle to read the letter. The letter read...

Dear  Bendy, 

I know what I did and there is no excuse for the pain I put you through. I was upset because me and my dad got into an argument after he wouldn't accept me when I told him we were dating. So I  texted you trying to make him less angry. I thought it would make me happy but it just made me miserable.  I don't want to be friends. I want you back and I will do whatever it takes. I don't care if my dad accepts me or not. I'm happy with you and that's all that matters. Will you have me back?

-Cuphead

He just looks at me with tears in his eyes but a huge smile on his face. I hold up the roses and hand them to him with hope that his tears are of joy. He drops the flowers and jumps on and gives me a hug. I catch and embrace him happily. He said no words to me but I got what he was trying to say. His silence was so loud. But this time it was happy.