Anxious (Discontinued)

Fog

    A/N Remember it is in the middle of the night, Virge is sleeping on the couch downstairs with Dalton and Patton. Also Im soooo sorry this took so long. I was sending time with family. I am going to get back into a schedule don't worry 😁

 Romans POV

I felt dizzy and giddy. My room was spinning a little. I heard my door click and I felt a warm hand on my shoulder. That made the fog clear up. I was snapped out of what ever daze I was in. I turned around and looked up at Logan. What was that? I couldnt remember much of what happened. Oh well that didnt matter now. "Can I talk to you?" Logan asked. I nodded and patted the bed beside me. "I know I'm not the one known for feelings, but I have this pit at the bottom of my stomach. You know what this is stupid its probably nothing." He went to stand up but I placed my hand on his shoulder. "Hey, it is something. Come on sit down." He sat back down. "Look, Logan I know what the feeling is, its called guilt. I am guilty too. But we have to accept that we can't change the past. We can only help to make a better future." Logan smiled and gave me a hug. OMG he gave me a hug! I hugged back. "Thank you, Roman." He stood up and left the room. I fell asleep.

    Virgils POV

I woke up gasping and crying. I felt someone touch me. I flinched and jerked back. What if this was another dream? "Virgil. Can I touch you?" I shook my head. I'm gonna die. I'm gonna die. Imgonnadie Imgonnadieimgonnadieimgonnadie... "Virgil I want you to take a deep breath, ok? In for four hold for seven..." I gasped and started crying harder. "Hey your okay. Your doing great. We are gonna try again. Ready? In for four hold for seven out for eight. Good job. Again ok. In for four hold for seven out for eight. Your are doing so well" They repeated the exercise until my breathing was somewhat normal. Your never normal. I'm never normal....