Anxious (Discontinued)

Over And Over (Edited)

     TRIGGER WARNING DEPRESSION ATTEMPTED SUICIDE TALKS ABOUT SELF HARM  

  Virgils POV

This is the end. I choked and slipped into blackness. I opened my eyes. Everything was blurry. I couldn't breathe. Where am I? Everything went dark. I woke again. I remembered Im dying! This must be a joke. Am I hallucinating? After the tenth time I started to get worried. "D-D-Dalton" I managed to choke before the loop started again When I woke up I said one-word "Help."

I don't really want to. This is fun!  I can't really feel the pain because I'm your thoughts. Oh, and nobody is coming. They hate you so much that they will let you die forever. OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER

The words over and over kept ringing in my ears. After dying again I realized nobody would come. Dalton is right. I tried desperately to reach the chair, but I ended up kicking it further away.

over and over over and over over and over

Dalton was basically singing. I could feel hot tears running down my cheeks. I wonder how long I have been here, but it does not matter. I would be here forever.

      Logans POV
I woke up to a weird feeling of dread. I decided to shake it off by getting a glass of water. I met Roman in the hallway.

"Want to watch a movie with me?" Roman asked. "And don't you dare start talking about optimal sleep time."

I chuckled and we headed to the living room. He picked out a Disney movie. I "laughed" while he tried to sing the songs from Frozen. We both fell asleep on the couch halfway through the movie.

          Pattons POV

My throat started to burn from crying too much. I have to get myself under control. I don't know what to do. I am glad though. I know Anxiety won't be able to do anything crazy, if he thought about that. The Sides can only die when Thomas dies. If they try to .......end themselves Thomas's mind will repair them. They will go back to the place they died. These thoughts put my mind in peace. I fell asleep to calm my burning throat.

        Logans POV

I awoke to being summoned by Thomas. He looked upset. I do not think that is the appropriate word though. He was anxious.

"Thomas are you okay?" asked Patton.

He looked so worried. His voice was raspy.

"Well I don't know why but one second I am calm the next I am panicked."

I sighed and rubbed the bridge of my nose.

"Do you think we should talk to him?" Morality asked.

"No. He probably needs some alone time. Thomas just do something to get your mind off of it." I replied.

Thomas nodded his head. We all sunk out to our own rooms. Why was Pattons voice so raspy? Probably from telling too many dad jokes. I fell asleep. I awoke and traveled to the commons. Anxiety hadn't been out of his room in 3 days, and Thomas's mental state wasn't getting any better. It was time to talk.

         Romans POV
I woke up and groggily walked to the commons. I stifled a yawn as Logan pointed for me to sit next to Pat.

"What's this about?" I asked.

"Look, we need a good way to approach Anxiety. We need to get through his figurative walls."

"No." I blatantly said.

"Roman I don't think you understand the severity of this."

"Look I just don't care. He hurt Thomas and I can't forgive him for that."

"No you hurt Thomas."

"What? When have I ever hurt Thomas?"

"Well beyond the countless times you've put him in danger for your antics, you hurt Anxiety. It wasn't just you....... it's my fault too. We accidentally created a side for a side for all the wrong reasons."

"Well what does that have to do with Thomas, Microsoft nerd?"

"Roman, he's right," Patton interjected, "We created a monster that we always thought Anxiety was."

"Patton you didn't hurt him." Logan said.

"Yes. Yes I did. I could've stood up for him, but in the end I failed. I failed him, I failed Thomas, I failed myself. There's nothing we can do to change it."

"But there is," Logan stated, "We may not be able to change the past, but we can always change the outcome. The only thing we can do now is move ahead. So, Roman whether or not you're helping us we will not let you hurt the others."

I looked at them both. They were dead serious. I sighed and followed them to Anxiety's room.

        Virgils POV

I had basically given up. I desperately tried to reach the chair with my foot. I pushed it further away. See they don't want you. I started to cry again when I heard footsteps. "Anxiety!" I heard someone shout. I knew is was going to die again so I quickly gasped, "cliffhanger"

Sorry for another cliffhanger (sorry not sorry) Thank you all for the support❤️❤️❤️