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by impxsh

by impxsh

(this was written in like, january, i never posted it hhdadsgjlkajklasdklj)

heNLo babies

ally is back in business, boys 😎🤪

MAJOR update

the last chapter was written during the summer/august of 2018. it's now january of 2019

so the whole thing about my ex, yeah, he fucked me over. badly. 3 times.

first time was when we broke up

second time was when he acted like he wanted to get back with me, essentially leading me on

third time being him saying "we're on break" then leading me on AGAIN

third time being the worst. i relapsed back into s-h and my eating disorder bc i was so fucked up

but i cut him out of my life. and i'm finally happy.

so now i don't cry over dumb white boys anymore :))))))))))

btw if you guys ever see a blonde, skinny ass white dude named chad cook (either online or irl), do me a favor

spit in his fucking face and yell "fuck you"

main reason, however, as to why i am happy, is a new person in my life.

my mans nathan.

nathan is so amazing, i cannot put it into words. he's helped me with so much, it's unreal. he really is the love of my life. completely different than the others, and so handsome and amazing and UGH

i've never had anyone like him before. ever. he constantly tells me i'm beautiful, and just things i've never been told before.

not to mention he's so so sO sex-c and his dick is huge but ANYWAYS

the problem is, he's 15 hours away :((

i'm 17, gonna be 18 next january, and i'm either flying out or driving to see him that summer. it'll be his second year of college by then. everyone is growing up and i'm out here like a babie gang

(current update: written as of april 2nd 2019)

okay so things got w o r s e

i have gotten beaten by my parents like twice in the span of when i wrote that last update and now hehe

oh and they're wanting to kick me out

so that's fun

relapsed three times, also fun

only good thing really is that i'm still with nathan. imma be with him FOREVERRRRRRR

so really it's just been me trying to avoid conflict with my parents while trying to keep up with school while trying to have a social presence while also self loathing every single day and hating the way i look

i would add emojis for effect but i'm typing this on my laptop and idk how to do that in wattpad hhhhh

but uh yeah, if you're wondering about what happened to my gerard way fanfic, i will have an explanation up on my profile, just look for "why i deleted "my teacher is fucking hot"" in my works section, it should explain everything.

if you would like to know more about my current life/anything really, feel free to contact me either through pming me on here or through the social media accounts listed in my bio.

i love you all so much uwuuuuu if you guys ever meet me in real life you better come up to me so i can give u kithes >:(((((

bye now~!