Hello my beauties, I know I've been gone for a long time and I so sorry I've just been so busy with highschool and grades and stuff. Plus I sort of lost inspiration for a little while but I've come back to continue what I have started and I'm sure as you can tell our little (Y/n) is finally going to debut okay so anyways let's get to the story~♡
(Y/n) p.o.v.
The last couple of months have been so stressful so much dance practices, vocal training. Such long restless nights. It takes alot to be an idol. I've recently had a meeting with the fantigo people and they told me I will debut soon. I'm kind of excited and nervous at the same time. I mean so many things couple go wrong. What if I mess up, what if something goes wrong, what if they don't even like me and let's be honest people are so mean nowadays. But nows not the time to get cold feet. I should just focus on the positive.
The astro members are some of the best mentors I could ask for. Me and Sanha have become really close friends and he always is making me smile. Jinjin has been really helpful with vocal practice he even been teaching me how to rap. Eunwoo and moonbin have been helping me with how to deal with fans which I really need help with, if I even have any fans. Mj has been helping me with adjusting to the whole idol training. And rocky well rocky is still rocky. I've been trying to be nice to him but he still the stubborn guy I met. Maybe one day. And bobby is still as energetic as ever. I try to make as much time as I can to be with him I take him to dance practice vocal practice and pretty much anywhere I can sneak him in.
"(Y/n)?" I hear someone call. "Yeah what's up" "dinner is ready, we ordered pizza come get a slice" Sanha say opening my door. "Coming hyung" we walk to the kitchen and Mj hands me a plate as we all sit at the table. I sit between moonbin and Eunwoo. And some how rocky ends up across the table from me.
"So (y/n) are you ready for tomorrow" Mj asks as sunshiny as ever. "Whats tomorrow?" "What do you mean tomorrow you debut how could you forget" Sanha says a little over dramaticly. "I don't know it must have slipped my mind". "Well your going to do great tomorrow we just know it" moonbin states smiling at me. "Thanks guys" I smile back at him. Rocky mumbles something but I'm not able to hear what he says. "Well you should get some sleep you got a big day ahead of you" jinjin tells me as he takes my empty plate. I walk upstairs and head to my room to grab my clothes to take a shower. The room door opens and rocky walks in, I pay him no mind and continue to gather my stuff. I head to the bathroom door as I hear rocky call for me. "....(Y/n)". "Yeah rocky?" "Nevermind"
*Lil time skip to after shower*
I dry my hair with my towel as I walk back into my room and rocky is gone. I look around in search of something, something very important... Where is bobby?! "Bobby? Where are you bobby?" I look under my bed in the bathroom and he's no where to be found. I head down stairs to looks for him. "Bobby?" I looked under the couch, in the kitchen, the pantry, nothing? I run back in the living room to look again, which wasn't the smartest idea as I slip on the floor as I brace for the impact of the hard wood for that never came. Huh? I open my eyes to see rocky holding my wrist stopping me from falling and in his arms is "Bobby" I grab bobby out of rock's arms. "Oh thank you rocky-hyung I was looking for him everywhere" I hug him and continously thank him. I was expecting him to push me off but I never felt it. Then he hugged me back? He let's go and takes a step back as I just stand there confused. "He kept whining at the door so I took him outside real quick" he says as he walks away back upstairs. "T-thank you hyung" damn it why did I studder? I snap out of my confusion and head back upstairs with bobby. Sheesh I'm tired I lay down on my bed and put bobby next to me. My eyes get heavy and I fall asleep.
♡morning♡
I feel a wet warm lick against my face and open my eyes to an adorable face with a tail wagging. "Good morning bobby" he barks in response. I uncover myself and situp on the side of my bed. Rocky is already awake and getting his clothes. "Good morning hyung" I say as kindly as I can say. He doesn't even say anything back he just looks at me and then walks away. 'Okay then mr.twoface' then Sanha knocks and walks in the door "Hey (Y/n) hurry up and get ready Eric-Hyung is waiting for us. He said go give you this" he hands me some clothes and heels? "Okay give me 20 Minutes". I run to get in the shower real quick and do my face routine. "(Y/n) hurry up we got to go" jinjin says. "I'm coming" I pour bobby some food in his bowl and make sure he has water, grab my makeup bag, phone and heels, and run down the stairs. "Finally he's ready" rocky says. Which causes me go blush in embarsment. "Come the van is waiting for us" we all get in the van and some how I end up sitting next to rocky. I grab my makeup bag and start doing my eye makeup since I got to do my other makeup at the dorms. "Annnd done" I put all my makeup back and my bag and start strapping on my heels. "We are here let's go" Eric-Hyung says. We enter the building and head to back stage. "Wow (Y/n) how do you do that" Sanha ask "do what?" I asks confused as ever. "Walk in those. Isn't it hard to walk?" "Not really I'm kinda used to it. Before I became a trainee I used to go to business meetings with my old boss"
"(Y/n) you have 10 minutes till you go on" the stage manager says. 'Well looks like there's no turning back now. And here comes the stage fright.
"Don't worry (Y/n) you'll do great I know it" Mj says smiling like a idiot. "Thanks mj" I hug him and have to hug the other members too before they complain. The last member was rocky but the stage manager called for me to go on stage. I wave to the members as the give me thumbs up. 'Here we go show time, don't mess this up (Y/n)'
"Up to preform next, he has been seen performing around the city making his debut here is (Y/s/n)" the announcer says as I am cue to go on stage. As I get to the stage people in the audience start to whisper then some girl yells,"your really pretty!" "Thank you" I say quietly as the music starts to play.
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The song slowly starts to faded to silence and then a loud eruption of clapping appears from the crowd, Some people crying. "Thank you" I bow slightly and start walking backstage. "Y/n!" I look up and get lifted up in the air. "Aahhh!" I scream from the surprise attack. Its jinjin. "You did amazing, your such a great singer" Mj says. "Thanks guys I owe it all to you guys."
"(Y/n ) great performance out there. Your Manager is waiting outside for you in the van."the stage manager says. "Alright guys let's go home" moonbin says walking to the back exit. "If it's alright with you guys I think I might walk around the city it's such a nice day outside. I'll meet you guys back at the dorms." "Are you sure" Sanha says poking his head out of the van. I nod at him and smile. "Alright see you back at the dorms"
*time skip*
I was still walking through the city at this point my feet are hurting so I unstrap my heels and start walking barefoot and carrying my heels in my hand. I few people pass by and they some of them have questioning stares about me walking barefoot after a couple of minutes I'm back at the dorms. "Hey guys I'm back" I say walking through the door. "Hey (N/n) welcome back, we invited some friends over come say hi" Mj says wrapping an arm around my shoulder. "Guy this is (Y/n). (Y/n) this another kpop group called straykid" I smile at them and wave. "Hello (y/n) we are the straykids I'm bangchan the leader. This is Woojin, Minho, Changbin, Hyunjin, Han, Felix, Seungmin, and I.N." they all give their own individual greeting. "Nice to meet you guys". Time passed by and I ended up talking to felix most of the time. He is a really nice person and have a really deep voice surprisingly, but the whole time I feel like there's someone staring at me. Its weird, but I'm probably just imagining things.
~boom end of chapter~
So how was that? I promise I'll try to update more often. Plus I'm sorta confusing my self with all kinds of things that I want to do with this book but anyways yeah alright see you guys next chapter...
Love ,
Rose🌹💋
