khr arc:future & past.

10: devastated

mizu: I just can't get it right.

asari: hahaha... you have to practice.

mizu: maybe... I'm just not destined to play music.

asari: there's no such thing. Talented just means you learn faster.

mizu: really?

asari: don't you trust your sensei?

mizu: it's not you . It's me. Sigh....never mind.

asari pov:

She stood up and walked away but I grabbed onto her arm ' the pie...'

mizu: its okay.You can have it.

I could tell she was really sad. I don't know what got into her but... she was really devastated. Is it because you can't play?

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yamamoto pov:

I knew that mizu had been learning from asari for quite a while. I heard what asari said and decided to ask mizu what's going on.

Asari has become my friend recently. I really want to help him. But that's not it only. I.... have a little crush on her.

I think she's really kind and can really bake pastries.

flashback~

I was practicing with the swings of my katana when she opened the door and my swings accidentally got her.

A little of her hair got cut off.

yamamoto: gomene.Sumimasen.Are you ok?

mizu: yeah *smiles*

yamamoto: you sure?

I spot a little cut by her neck.

yamamoto: you're not okay.You are hurt.Wait I'll get some plasters.

I go past her to exit the room when sje grab my by the arm. ' I have.Its fine.'

yamamoto: gomene.

mizu:its okay. Really.

yamamoto: what brings you here?

mizu: pies.I made too much . Hehe . Want some?

yamamoto: pies?

She brought out the basket she placed at the door earlier.

mizu: ehto...chicken,apple, orange. What kind do you like?

Her smile was really bright.

end of flashback~

yamamoto: mizu.Mizu.

I shake her a little and she looks up to me 'huh? Do I owe you money?'

*giggles*.so blur.

yamamoto: what's wrong?

mizu: not much...

yamamoto: don't lie.

mizu: sigh... is it that obvious?

yamamoto: well...

mizu: they all say its written on my face. My feelings.

yamamoto: that just means you're honest.

mizu: sigh...

She lay her head on the table and sigh some more. I pat her head. I don't know why I did that but... something just told me it would make her feel better.

She looked up to me with a curious look.

mizu: yamamoto...do you like music?

yamamoto: I like baseball more.

mizu: I love music a lot. But... somehow I can't learn any.

yamamoto: that's why you're so sad? That's why you left asari?

mizu:oh... you know about that too?

yamamoto: yea... we're friends.

mizu: I didn't do that on purpose. What if I told you that a person will cause the deaths of the people close to her no matter who.

yamamoto: mizu....

mizu: never mind.

She stood up from her seat to leave. I grabbed her arm and push her into my embrace.

It was an action on impulse. But I don't regret it.

I could understand why she is so sad now. Her fragile heart.... Afraid that she will cause that someone's death just by being with them.

mizu: yamamoto. .. what are you...

she pushed me away.

mizu: don't get to close. I will cause you certain death.

yamamoto: harmoni and the rest aren't dead yet.

mizu: they can't die because they are the same as me.

My heart broke. For her entire life.... she believed that she caused other people's death. I don't believe in that.