"You are the biggest idiot yet."
Kim Jisoo comes from a very wealthy but distorted family, running away from it or contradicting it has to be the solution.
As she's in denial about her so-called solution to her family issues, she's also pushing away...
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pROFANITY🚩
Jisoo couldn't sleep for the words that Taehyung left her to decipher were still bothering her.
"Now isn't that just easy?"
Like a broken record, those 5 words kept playing over and over inside her head.
"What's fucking easy?!" She exclaimed frustratedly and sat up. Jisoo heaved out a tired sigh before standing up and walking to her balcony. She slightly grinned as the pretty midnight sky come into her sight.
"Wonder what it feels like to be up there, with the stars. That would be...marvelous." Jisoo muttered before similing bitterly with slight sweetness in it.
Her smiled then faded into a disappointed one before looking at the scissors which was with her brush on her dresser. Although she had congenital insensitivity, the pain she felt inside her was enough to make her forget about the illness of hers. It was already so redundant.
She thinks of one thing then suddenly her sight goes dark.
She suddenly feels empty then in a minute her eyes becomes blurry from the tears tempted to be traitors and roll down her porcelain-like face.
Or worse, Jisoo sometimes just feels this blackhole growing infinitely inside of her and what's even worse is she feels it swallowing her for some unknown reason and well she still isnt Jisoo for nothing. She fights it, but its only up to some point wherein she surrenders and embraces the blackhole itself. Filled with her fears, insecurities, anger, unanswerable questions and her darkest thoughts.
Yet she still doesnt know how this occurs. All of the sudden. The root remained unknown.
Jisoo grabs hold of the scissor and looked at herself in the mirror.
"You...you're so dull. You're such a piece of nothing."
She thought to herself before frowning and looking down at the scissors.
"Pathetic, even. Sometimes, mother is right. It's unfair for me to not feel anything at all when most people do." Jisoo whispered before holding the scissor, using its one blade to cut her palm.
Her eyes watered.
In pain?
In disappointment, rather.
"Why do I even try..." Jisoo muttered as she watch her palm bleed.
"Fuck, don't I get tired of this?" She then again muttered before wiping the tears that almost rolled down with her good hand.
Jisoo once again raised the scissor and started chopping off her hair absentmindedly.
She stopped as it was already above her shoulders, it was jagged and she couldn't help but sigh.
"What the fuck am I still even doing?" Jisoo asked as she noticed her impulsiveness.
She looked at her palm and it was still bleeding a little bit. All she knew then that her feet was taking her next door, Taehyung's unit.
Again, she realized it was 2 in the morning and she'd really be a very bitchy burden if she wakes him up to answer her question and maybe help her treat her long cut.
Jisoo stared at his unit number for atleast 3 minutes, contemplating whether to leave Taehyung alone or just bother him this one last time--
"Jisoo." The said brunette latter stoicly said as he opened his front door revealing Jisoo with a drowsy expression.
"Taehyung? Why are you up?"
His brow perked up before stepping out of his unit and closing his door.
"You're really asking me this? Well I wanted some air. Damn, nightmares. Gets me everytime, you know."
Jisoo chuckled at how precious Taehyung's statement sounded.
"How about you? You seem like you were about to knock, something keeping you up??"
"Well fucking yes Taehyung, easy? What's easy? That got stuck in my head and its annoying me as hell, can you elaborate? It's such a bother."
"Its there for you to figure out on your own."
"But I can't, It's driving me insane and I may mean that literally."
Taehyung grinned before tucking Jisoo's loose hair behind her ear.
"I can see that. Nice haircut at the middle of the night, weirdo."
Jisoo somehow chortled at his sentence before returning to the topic.
"When you merely blink, you move 200 of your muscles. Its easy, a newborn can do it but if you really think about it. over 200 muscles? That's ton of muscles for a mere blink now how about when you actually close them? You control 200 or more of those muscles for a long period of time, it sounds hard that way or if you dont know a thing or two about blinking but you do it atleast a couple of thousand each day!"
"Okay, okay. That's enough science class, Tae. The point is??"
"It seems a lot of work. Seems hard but its really just as easy as blinking."
Jisoo smiled genuinely, He never fails to amaze her, cheer her up when she's at her lowest.
"When the hell did you become so brilliant."
"Not an idiot after all?"
oh wow, i actually just did the close ur eyes scene for literally no reason but then this came up. aLSO UR BRAIN FUNCTIONS BETTRR AT NIGHT SO MAYBE THAT'S WHY I SAVED THAT AWFULS SCENE.
