“ Oh mother ! School is starting Friday ! We have to go shopping! "
“ You want to go today?"
“ All this week, I'm so girly. It'll be hard !"
“ We'll find you something. Don't get anything that'll get these boys to thinking!"
“ You don't have to worry about me mother , these boys don't mean much to me."
“ You don't like boys babygirl?"
“ Moooom , no , no , no.. it's not like that at all... It's just that I don't want to be involved with them this year. I'm focused on the books & my education. "
“ Are you sure? Is there something that I need to know that you're not telling me? I'm your mother, so you can tell me anything baby. "
“ I'm sure mom , being a Senior is hard. So I'm just trying to make it. Being 18 is hard mother. But I made it!"
“ Yes you did. I'm proud of you !"
“ Thank you mother ."
“ Anytime."
As you can see, my mother & I have a wonderful relationship. But she doesn't know that I'm a lesbian. I'm scared she isn't going to accept me because I've been lying to her. School starts in a few days. I have to look good.
I have my eye on a certain female. We never talked, but we were in the same class last year. She was a new student. I could tell that she was feelin' me though. She usually let's me walk in first when we get to class, she holds the door for me, & always holds the door for me when we leave. Every time she bites her lip, it's heaven! When she smiles, I melt inside. If she goes to my school this year, she's mine. This is it!
