i quickly ran to the door and found him standing there in a white shire with a black jaket and skinny jeans and he did look pretty hot but i still did hate him .
"So do you want to start this or not " he asked
"yeah ...umm where do you want to study the kitchen or my room ?''
'' probs your room "
"okey"
we slowly walk to my room but i ended up speeding up.
"hey jess slow down" he said
i felt a hand pull on my wrist , i pull away at the sudden touch of him so being me i just ran to the bathroom not knowing what eles to do in somthing like this .he must think that i and a loser and he is probs going to tell the whole school about this and how i am a freak .when i got to the bathroom i shut the door be hind me and locked it .i thought that the best thing is to finish what i had started be for and do what every one want and kil myself right here right now it is for the best i mean who is gong to cear about me ?
