M.A.S.K 🌙 {BTSxMaleReader•|}

Chapter 3 🖤

"Park Jimin that's my name"

Sometime all you need is for someone to look into your eye, and say "Your lying sharply."

I nodded silently raising my eyebrows. "Well, how was your day Park Jimin.?"  He sighed before going back into his depressing state. "Shitty, it's not easy being a idol, lately I've been struggling with self confidence."

 Jimin bit his lip, looking down. "I know, but, i don't think you understand how amazing you are,  i mean if you weren't a complete stranger...i would fuck you so hard, Park Jimin of BTS of course i knew who you were, actually i'm a quite a big fan,  secretly been to a few concerts."

He blushed raising a eyebrow before chuckling. "Really~"  I smirked resting my head on my hand. "Yeah, your vocals are amazing,  your quite the visual,  and you have a amazing personality, so tell me your story..i'm sincerely curious." 

"I wish i could but i-i can't.." 

I have learned to suffer in silence..

Sorry, just look into my eyes

They tell the story,  that's why i cry alone at night

Save me..

I nodded,  grabbing his hand.  " I understand,  i hope one day...you can look in the mirror, with the biggest smile on your face holding that big award and say 'i made it'." His eyes widened as he blushed at the sudden skinship,  he pulled away quickly. Clearing his throat.  "U-Uh yeah." I looked around signaling the waitress to come ready.  

She jogs over her sending us both a small smile.  "I think we're ready.." His face devolved a pink tinge from embarrassed and shock.  "Yeah." She blushed at the awkwardness. "I would like-"

"Kimchi-jjigae-" We said in synch.  We smiled at each other, staring into each others eyes,  i saw a lost soul, hurt damaged and betrayed.  "Will that be all?" I licked my lips tearing my gaze away from him.  "Uh sweat tea.." I glanced at Jimin.  "Water." She nodded "I'll be back, soon" She walked away with a smile. 

"Thank you..." He whispered tears brimming his eyes.  I panicked getting up from my seat sitting beside him,  pulling him into my chest,  like a mother would do to her child.  "W-What's wrong." He sniffled wiping his tears with a napkin. "This means a lot to me, just knowing that s-somebody cares about my well being.." I froze before running my hands threw his hair slowly.  "The reason i'm here..my and my group got into a argument, 6 against 1." My eyes darkened as i felt my multiple personality disorder kick in. 

"What was it about." He flinched at my sudden cold and flat tone,  my grip on him tightened he faced turned red as he snuggled into my chest. "I...overdosed on dieting pills,  but they don't understand how hard it is, trying to except yourself,  this is not me,  i'm a monster and i fear that when figure out the real me well...what's under this mask, the will fear and hate me, i'm not okay.."

I squeezed his hand, holding his chin with my free hand.  I stared into his eyes,  messaging his thigh, him shivered under my touch. I leaned closer to him, nibbling on his earlobe, he squeaked "I think you need me.."  Blushing,  his eyes that were once filled pain,  were clouded with lust.  He grabbed my hand.  "Maybe i do.." I smirked at his submission,  before pulling away making him pout. "Not right now.."