To Trust or Not to Trust

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I let my own insecurities
get in the way of what
could have been the
best relationship yet.

Because of this,
I ended it before
it even began.

Now, you're with
someone else
and I'm happy
for you and
for me.

If anything, I'm jealous.
I'm jealous because
I wish I could let
people in but
I push them away
before anything else
happens.

This will condemn
me to a life of
solitude and what
scares me is the fact
that I don't entirely
hate the idea.

I don't want to be alone
but I also don't want
to allow anyone in.

What do you do when you're in a love-hate relationship with trust?

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